niav

I'm supposed to be sleeping right now, but I can't seem to keep my eyes shut. It's 3am and I have a long day tomorrow! I'm about to go back to my boyfriend's house and try to sleep, but I know he'll only distract me furthur, but I don't mind really (despite his complaints of me being fussy when I'm sleepy). Sometimes I think he gets bored and/or irritated with me, not just because of lil things like that but mostly for my passiveness. He's a bold person with highly opinionated thoughts on everything. Wether or not he will admit, I bother him with my indecisiveness. I'm broad enough to appreciate all things in at least some way, which should be good but only leave me not knowing enough about anything. People think I'm brilliant, only due to my vast interests, but they can only speculate since I often follow in conversations instead of lead. I've always been searching and following...