So many things in this world confuse me. I often feel my senses of stability shaken, though I cannot place the precise reason as to why such things occur to me. Within the bustle of "life" my time becomes limited more and more each day. I often feel as though something or someone is trapping me in a corner, enclosing me to eternal shadows as they watch their precious captured pet. Confusion, as I said before, I feel shaken from my security blanket. 
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[Edited on May 13, 2004 12:38AM]
I generate more questions then produce answers and I push this when most people don't because of boundry/wall issues.
Average Joe Combover would be competely shattered if he lost his walls that he put up to hide himself from his kids and wife to try and fit the 'Dream.'
You are putting up walls to hide from yourself because you can't control the variables outside of your Ego (or "I am".)
You also do this because for 1500 year people have been beat into believing things like sex is evil, slaves=okay, strange people breed evil and spread this to the youth etc.
obviously these are 1) not true 2) harmful to humanity as a whole 3) alienating and sometimes deadly to oursleves.
Life/Ego'ed Contiousness has put you at a very dark time in the history of the current reality you are held in.
I might sound like a half glass full guy but I'm not. Mostly because I've done the numbers on the chance of me ever being and saying "I am!"; All the stars that had to explode just right, all the genes mixing for 100,000 of years of our ansestors, just one variable arranged just 50 years ago with your parents and you wouldn't be here to worry about being here..
We are mathmatically impossible.. I shouldn't be because the odds are greater then winning every state lottery every week for your lifetime.. MUCH greater. I hope you get my point.
I would not listen to ANYONE who is pushing a truth. they can't help you because it's their truth, not yours.
Believe in those who seek the truth, doubt those who claim to have found it.
The only truth is there is no truth except this world is build to kill you in the end, so let the dice roll where they may.