Films probably not a good idea to watch when depressed...
But 17 years ago, when I had my first breakdown, I sat in my own fucked up little mind and M*A*S*H came on and at the time, it wasn't in the major league of brilliant ideas of things to do.
Tonight, after buying the film recently, I'm doing the same damned thing. The only difference is, is that it's on in the background while I'm writing this blog.
Anyway, it's one of my all time favourite films, the book is brilliant as well - the cross over to screenplay was inspired, so nothing was lost (MASH goes to Maine was just about acceptable, but the books after that were pure shite).
So what's the difference now? Fuck all, really. Didn't change much in that amount of time, certainly didn't get over my depression so it's gotta be psychological fuck up, rather than environment (can't remember - is it the nature or nurture bit?)
Tell me she's not worth living for? I have a son as well, so tell me the same thing. Now tell me how to live life, how to beat this cancer of the mind and make a life for myself instead of running away from it all the time?
But 17 years ago, when I had my first breakdown, I sat in my own fucked up little mind and M*A*S*H came on and at the time, it wasn't in the major league of brilliant ideas of things to do.
Tonight, after buying the film recently, I'm doing the same damned thing. The only difference is, is that it's on in the background while I'm writing this blog.
Anyway, it's one of my all time favourite films, the book is brilliant as well - the cross over to screenplay was inspired, so nothing was lost (MASH goes to Maine was just about acceptable, but the books after that were pure shite).
So what's the difference now? Fuck all, really. Didn't change much in that amount of time, certainly didn't get over my depression so it's gotta be psychological fuck up, rather than environment (can't remember - is it the nature or nurture bit?)
Tell me she's not worth living for? I have a son as well, so tell me the same thing. Now tell me how to live life, how to beat this cancer of the mind and make a life for myself instead of running away from it all the time?