I am in a much better mood today than I have been lately. The combination of raging hormones and stress over having a baby has caused my temper to spin out of control. For those of you who've never had the pleasure of being around me for more than a day, I've always had anger issues and have only managed to get it under control over the last 3 years or so. It's very hard to handle losing that control again.
Today though, I'm feeling a little more hopeful about getting shit under control again.
Part of the problem is, I just need to accept I can't be in control of a whole lot that's going on in my life right now. That's really hard for me, I'm a bit of a control freak. I just need to deal with the fact that until this all day morning sickness knocks it off, I have to be content sitting on my couch not doing much. In fact, it sure sounds like a good time to get some crocheting & knitting done
Or maybe I'm just happy cuz Subby bought me a big fuzzy pink robe
Today though, I'm feeling a little more hopeful about getting shit under control again.
Part of the problem is, I just need to accept I can't be in control of a whole lot that's going on in my life right now. That's really hard for me, I'm a bit of a control freak. I just need to deal with the fact that until this all day morning sickness knocks it off, I have to be content sitting on my couch not doing much. In fact, it sure sounds like a good time to get some crocheting & knitting done
Or maybe I'm just happy cuz Subby bought me a big fuzzy pink robe