So 2010 is just about over. Sounds like a lot of people had a terrible time of it or their just focusing on the negative and forgetting all the good. It's so easy to do that, I'm trying hard to quit doing that myself. For me this year has been an emotional roller coaster....
1. I moved from WI to MO to be with my lover. I hated leaving my family and friends but I decided it was time to take a leap of faith and start a new chapter in my life. I have to say it was VERY hard (and still can be at times) but I really think it was the best decision I've ever made in my life.
2. I lost way too many people I love in the past year. My Aunt Maxine, Gramma & Grampa Max, and my Great Aunt Bobsy. That was a whole lot of heart break from my family and I. It's still a struggle. They were all amazingly weird, insanely lovable people and not getting to see, talk to, or hug them anymore is hard. I do my best not to let it depress me because I do have Faith that we will be reunited in death.
3. I found a job I actually enjoy. Who the hell would have thought those even exist???? It was really awesome to be able to go from working two jobs that made me miserable to working one job that I enjoy!
4. Subby was shipped to India for a month for work. This was the first time in my entire life that I've ever been alone for more than a night or two. It was a definite struggle for me but I came out of the experience feeling pretty fucking proud of myself. I was forced to do things beyond my comfort zone and I believe I became a stronger person because of it.
5. I married my Subby Hubby on Halloween. I really thought I wouldnt ever get married again. I thought I'd get scared and run at the last second. But Subby is a whole new breed of man and he feeds me....how could I do anything but love & marry him?
6. And the ultimate awesomesauce of the year was finding out I'm finally pregnant. Words cannot explain the joy this baby growing in me brings. I've wanted this for a VERY long time, most of you just dont even know. A few of you do. But anyways, this baby is going to be more loved than any child could ever want.
So that was the recap of my year. I think it was a pretty balanced year really. A lot of sad and a lot of glad. Honestly it was the best year I can remember having in 11 years. Give me balance 2011 and I will love you just as much as 2010.
1. I moved from WI to MO to be with my lover. I hated leaving my family and friends but I decided it was time to take a leap of faith and start a new chapter in my life. I have to say it was VERY hard (and still can be at times) but I really think it was the best decision I've ever made in my life.
2. I lost way too many people I love in the past year. My Aunt Maxine, Gramma & Grampa Max, and my Great Aunt Bobsy. That was a whole lot of heart break from my family and I. It's still a struggle. They were all amazingly weird, insanely lovable people and not getting to see, talk to, or hug them anymore is hard. I do my best not to let it depress me because I do have Faith that we will be reunited in death.
3. I found a job I actually enjoy. Who the hell would have thought those even exist???? It was really awesome to be able to go from working two jobs that made me miserable to working one job that I enjoy!
4. Subby was shipped to India for a month for work. This was the first time in my entire life that I've ever been alone for more than a night or two. It was a definite struggle for me but I came out of the experience feeling pretty fucking proud of myself. I was forced to do things beyond my comfort zone and I believe I became a stronger person because of it.
5. I married my Subby Hubby on Halloween. I really thought I wouldnt ever get married again. I thought I'd get scared and run at the last second. But Subby is a whole new breed of man and he feeds me....how could I do anything but love & marry him?
6. And the ultimate awesomesauce of the year was finding out I'm finally pregnant. Words cannot explain the joy this baby growing in me brings. I've wanted this for a VERY long time, most of you just dont even know. A few of you do. But anyways, this baby is going to be more loved than any child could ever want.
So that was the recap of my year. I think it was a pretty balanced year really. A lot of sad and a lot of glad. Honestly it was the best year I can remember having in 11 years. Give me balance 2011 and I will love you just as much as 2010.
oxy:
Another thing that happend in 2010 was we watched you become a stronger and happier person. Which was wonderful.