nexttuesday

So my Gramma died on Wednesday

Shitty weekend full of driving and crying

Grampa tells me he's decided he's gonna die on Wednesday cuz he doesn't want to live without Gramma

My car breaks down today, just dropped it off at the dealership

And I got moved to a different desk at work today, surrounded by people I don't know who seem to care more about gossiping than working.

Oh and I cancelled the BBQ cuz my only friends down here are getting married that day and I'm gonna be a bridesmaid BUT she just sent me a text saying she might be postponing it but isnt sure.

There better be something really fucking awesome headed my way and soon to balance my life out. I'm really feeling like a huge fuck up and pretty damn hopeless. I'll keep goin on, just like I always do, keep dealing with it, but God can't you cut a girl a friggin break???