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"and to reflect is to regret throwing it all away and apathy my one way street it took so much from me seperated by this divide i created through my fears and in your tears you tried to show blind eyes and tell deaf ears if we can make it through the landslide standing we'll lift each other up to see the bliss on the...
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i enjoy needing to change my phone number and my screen names to finally have some peace. honestly, i do. my phone number shall be changed again in three months, because of the move. was peace worth it? yes! should i need to change my identity to remove someone from my presence? no! when i tell people to "leave me the fuck alone" i figure...
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i had fun today. i stayed up after work and ran errands with steve. he is a great friend. i love him. we took care of many loose threads i had in my life. now, i am finally read to move on to minnesota. we also had thai food at my favorite restaraunt! it was great. i finally went to bed at three in the...
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"spiderman is having me for dinner tonight!"

so, maybe once i move to minneapolis all the people who have not contacted me in ages will do so and then i can say, "ha ha, too late." i became sick of trying so i gave up on them. i can not hold up both ends of any of my friendships. i pity those that try to do so.

on lighter notes. i am...
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i am finally moved out of my apartment. i am officially mooching off my parents. i am alright with this temporary situation however, because in three months i will be moving. if you want details on that read the entry below this one. hopefully my ex does not call to bitch that i took my microwave back. i do not want to talk to her....
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i will be moving to minneapolis in the beginning of january. i will be starting school for the spring semester there soon after.

i have met mixed response from this. most of the negative has come from my ex who still wants me, but will never have me again. some of the other negative has come from family and relatives who will miss me. believe...
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i am sick
choke on my vomit
asphyxiate
die

i have been trying to find pistol77 for quite some time now. if you have any idea of her where-abouts please contact me as soon as possible. there may be a cash reward for information. =)

i am sick of life and people at the moment. particularly my sperm donor. he can fuck a barbed wire fence for all i care at the moment.