
My ex, who is one of the coolest people I have ever had the pleasure to know, and I went to the KC Rennfest with our daughter. We got to help her ride a pony, an elephant and a camel. It was a great time. I have to admit that it is a pity I was not as good as a husband as I am trying to be as a friend. She is having some trouble with the family for being friendly with me, I hope it is resolved for the better.
Some people may not understand this but I do love my ex, I'm not in love with her, but I do love her. She is the best mother I have ever seen. Our daughter is one of the smartest and sweet kids I've ever seen, and she deserves all the credit for that. While I was busy being a self centered jerk she was busy making sure our daughter is healthy, happy, and safe. It has taken me too long to appreciate what a great person she has always been. I am grateful that she is a good person who is willing to be my friend even after all the crap I put her through, she is absolutely amazing.
I know this probably doesn't put me in the best light, but sometimes honesty sucks for the one doing the telling. I wish she would submit herself to suicidegirls for a set, she is 1000 times more beautiful than most of the girls here, no offense intended, it is simply one of those true statements. I hope she does because it was something that at one time she wanted to do, but was perhaps dissuaded by me being an idiot and our seperate families getting involved in knowing she was even on the site. Anyway I guess that is about all I have for now.