Sunday Aug 07, 2005

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so i hadnt smoked for like 2 weeks. maybe 3.
and i hadnt gotten trashed since hershey (.... so for a week)
and i got amazingly shitfaced last night
stayed up till 6
went to breakfast at "t-pauls" or "the village spa"
and got pancakes
and then convinced myself it was alright to go home by then and not look too suspicious.

now, an hour and 45 later
i have to go to church
that little bit or sleep
just made it aproxamately a billion times worse.

and i didnt even let skeezeball bill take advantage of me tonight smile
i mean i hate not cuddling with anyone
but sometimes its good not to.


so its time for church
and then a god damn LONG nap.
i fucking hate church.
especially when im still messed up. or hung over. or somewhere in betweeen/ skull

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punknitemike:
are you gonna do another set? applying to SG possibly?
xmilitaryxmikex:
I normally don't agree with institutionalized religion, but my problem is more with fundamentalists rather than the belief system itself. Catholicism definitely has its faults, but so does a lot of protestantism, and in all honesty, the problem stems more from protestant fundamentalists than catholics. I do revere the sanctity and artistic ritual of religion, but it seems now more of a debate of who's in the right over sociopolitical dominance--and evangelical Christians are waving the flag the most.

I've always been the "good son" and appreciative of my parents and all they've done for me. If they paid for my college, I'd do whatever the hell they tell me; otherwise mine told me to grow up and get out as soon as graduated high school. Mama didn't raise no fool and daddy didn't raise no pussy. wink

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