nevabelle

2 nights ago i had a panic attack on top of 2 celexa

my body hasnt calmed down since

i had another panic attack last night
almost went to the hospital
because i dont have anymore ativan, my doctor gave me 3 .5mg .. i was like.. uhhhhhhhh... i can run a marathon on all three of these. and he was like all precautious about giving them to me. i was like dude. ive taken 15 mg of valium and drank. and not passed out. ill be god damn fine.

but now i have none and my body is freaking out still.\


bahhhhhhhhh.


oh, so yeah. my dad isnt paying for school anymore.
and now i get to watch everyone move back in.