nevaar

sing a long, long winded song
i would be content to hum along.

im blowin off classes today and feeding expensive tropical fish to my pirahnas. i love watching things die.

so i met my best friend the first day of highschool. blue eyes blonde hair. any mans idea of beauty. i feel for her instantly. we were friends all thru high school and senior year we got drunk one night, fucked, and went out for about 2 yrs. it was the end of my freshman year of college at west virginia university. we broke up....
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im feeling better. my hang over is fading back into my generally shity disposition. i went with my friend to street race in philly. not really my scene but it was interesting, none the less. i got my wisdom teeth out on friday. so i whiskey'd up my percocets and thats prolly why i feel so shitty today. on the way to the doctors office...
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im so fucking sick.

id like to kill an animal with my bare hands. like a large deer or big dog. certainly it would have to put up a fight. i mean, thats the whole point. i think i could take a dog. but what if i couldnt? this question eats at me. im not sure that im alive so what better way to come to terms with my...
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drunk, im drunk.

itrs 5 am here. i drank whiskey and ate pills... the usual. i played poker as well. i was just thinking how emo i am. i hate lables......like im emo the way emo used to be before it bacame a whole cultural phenomenon. i drove a bought a hoagie. its so good. i bet you wish you were eating it right now....
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i trust as far as i can spit
and you can read deep into it
the new york night lift isnt shit
with out an entourage......

this is my home away from home
get a barstool of your own.......


in NYC at bars for the 1st time since they banned smoking......this should be interesting. im puttin on my suit and drivin the audi. i only...
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fuck you i rule.

ah yes. snow. i go the only jersey school that didnt cancel classes today BUT i dont have class till 7pm. my friends are here. most of them slept over after last night. whiskey, valium, and monopoly is a great combination. i cling to things from my childhood. not so much the wiskey and pills part but the whole playing monopoly thing. what if i...
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day 2 of whiskey, valium, poker.

drinking whiskey with Opahl is fun. i won 200 dollars last night playin poker. if every day was as good as this one i probably wouldnt act so emo.

im playing the pill eating game.
whats that you ask?
i steal random pills from my place of employment and mix them up and eat them in different combinations.
deliscious consequences follow.