Okay, so this weekend...
But first, I should mention that I understand why the guys that put the tile down get paid more than the guys that grout said tile... Especially when they have to deal with an uneven surface. That being said, aside from some touch-up painting and fine tuning, so to speak, the rat cage is done... It'll be ready for the rats tomorrow.
Project Rat Cage:
_______
| DONE | <--- If this doesn't look like a stamp, it's
|_______| supposed to.
That makes me happy.
So does Mudvayne. I have a nasty habit of listening to the same album over and over and over and over... well, you get the point. At the moment, it's the collected works of Mudvayne... Except for their indie-label re-release. That one sucks.
At any rate.
I thoroughly enjoyed the two hours (or so) of naked fun in the bedroom last night. I kind of feel bad for having to drag Heather in there... She wasn't exactly saying "no," but at the same time, I feel I forced her hand to a degree. While she did get into it after a bit, I distinctly picked up on her discomfort... Not even at the situation, as such, but at her self-conciousness.
Which makes me sad.
She's so hot, and doesn't believe anyone who tells her so. Two and half years I've been telling her, and she still thinks I'm just saying it to be nice. I don't understand that - I mean, I can intellectually grasp the concept, but it just doesn't sit well with me how someone could carry around that much self-doubt, especially unjustified. It's so much more unsettling because she carries herself so well, appears so self-confident most of the time. Notwithstanding threesomes, she's still shy around me, and I don't honestly know how to deal with it, aside from telling her how hot she is, how good she looks. I'd like to find whoever killed her erotic self-esteem and kick his ass, though.
So I'll just keep telling her, as will (I'm sure) Emily and all of her fans here on SG.
*For the record, sweetheart, you're just going to have to live with your boyfriend, a hot chick, and random other people telling you that you're hot. Eventually you'll believe it.
*
Once we got into the bedroom and things started heating up, it was definitely headed the right direction. Emily is almost a polar (yet, still very hot) opposite of Heather, physically, and that the two of them got going as much as they did was a real turn on. Where Heather is soft and supple, Emily is firm and taut. Heather likes it gentle at times, and rough at others, and Emily's just about the opposite there, too. Which provides for the contrast that makes the two of them together so hot. Eventually, Heather will be an SG, and perhaps we can get Em into doing it - they both have the looks for it, and it increases the possibility of a multiple set later. Which I wouldn't be able to keep from drooling over.
Deliciously hot, even.
I personally was unsure of what to do quite a bit. They started kissing, and wandering their hands around one another, and I nearly just got up to sit and watch... And, ahem, enjoy myself. I found a way to keep myself occupied, so to speak, and it's interesting learning new people's "spots."
Hopefully the future will include another round, at some point, so that I can put to test the things I've learned last night. I have a few notes locked away, number one being that while they may have had fun, neither was exactly exhausted...
...or fully satisfied...
and that's something I feel is my responsibility. Figuring out who was going to be where, in relation to each other, proved to be a bit of a challenge, as well.
Another note being that I should, in fact, use the Trojan black condoms, for the duration they impart... I didn't exactly live up to my own expectations in that department, so I can imagine I didn't live up to theirs, either.
Another note for the future, if I'm lucky.
Overall I was very satisified - the differences in the girls is a huge thing for me - each body type has it's own draws, and as turned on as Heather makes me all by herself, it's a different kind of "turned-on" than when there are two girls there. Not better, but different. Porn turns me on in yet a different way. It's hard for me to explain, but it makes sense to me.
All kidding aside, (was anyone kidding?) while I truly enjoyed last night, I can see where things weren't working, and I really want the chance to try to correct them.
Hang on, "Happy?" just came on.. gotta listen...
*3 minutes, 38 seconds later.*
What a song.
So anyway, I don't know what else to write. I had highter hopes for Heather's sake, but for my own, i have no complaints. I won't, however, be doing any of the planning for the "next time." I'll leave that for Heather and Em to hash out, and maybe giving that sort of control to Heather will help her feel more confident. I don't expect this to be a weekly thing, either, for the record. If we got together twice in a month I'd be very surprised... Pleasantly, but very surprised.
I don't know if I should smile or apologize, so I'll just leave it with a hearty sigh.
*HEARTY SIGH*
But first, I should mention that I understand why the guys that put the tile down get paid more than the guys that grout said tile... Especially when they have to deal with an uneven surface. That being said, aside from some touch-up painting and fine tuning, so to speak, the rat cage is done... It'll be ready for the rats tomorrow.
Project Rat Cage:
_______
| DONE | <--- If this doesn't look like a stamp, it's
|_______| supposed to.
That makes me happy.
So does Mudvayne. I have a nasty habit of listening to the same album over and over and over and over... well, you get the point. At the moment, it's the collected works of Mudvayne... Except for their indie-label re-release. That one sucks.
At any rate.
I thoroughly enjoyed the two hours (or so) of naked fun in the bedroom last night. I kind of feel bad for having to drag Heather in there... She wasn't exactly saying "no," but at the same time, I feel I forced her hand to a degree. While she did get into it after a bit, I distinctly picked up on her discomfort... Not even at the situation, as such, but at her self-conciousness.
Which makes me sad.
She's so hot, and doesn't believe anyone who tells her so. Two and half years I've been telling her, and she still thinks I'm just saying it to be nice. I don't understand that - I mean, I can intellectually grasp the concept, but it just doesn't sit well with me how someone could carry around that much self-doubt, especially unjustified. It's so much more unsettling because she carries herself so well, appears so self-confident most of the time. Notwithstanding threesomes, she's still shy around me, and I don't honestly know how to deal with it, aside from telling her how hot she is, how good she looks. I'd like to find whoever killed her erotic self-esteem and kick his ass, though.
So I'll just keep telling her, as will (I'm sure) Emily and all of her fans here on SG.
*For the record, sweetheart, you're just going to have to live with your boyfriend, a hot chick, and random other people telling you that you're hot. Eventually you'll believe it.
*
Once we got into the bedroom and things started heating up, it was definitely headed the right direction. Emily is almost a polar (yet, still very hot) opposite of Heather, physically, and that the two of them got going as much as they did was a real turn on. Where Heather is soft and supple, Emily is firm and taut. Heather likes it gentle at times, and rough at others, and Emily's just about the opposite there, too. Which provides for the contrast that makes the two of them together so hot. Eventually, Heather will be an SG, and perhaps we can get Em into doing it - they both have the looks for it, and it increases the possibility of a multiple set later. Which I wouldn't be able to keep from drooling over.
Deliciously hot, even.
I personally was unsure of what to do quite a bit. They started kissing, and wandering their hands around one another, and I nearly just got up to sit and watch... And, ahem, enjoy myself. I found a way to keep myself occupied, so to speak, and it's interesting learning new people's "spots."
Hopefully the future will include another round, at some point, so that I can put to test the things I've learned last night. I have a few notes locked away, number one being that while they may have had fun, neither was exactly exhausted...
...or fully satisfied...
and that's something I feel is my responsibility. Figuring out who was going to be where, in relation to each other, proved to be a bit of a challenge, as well.
Another note being that I should, in fact, use the Trojan black condoms, for the duration they impart... I didn't exactly live up to my own expectations in that department, so I can imagine I didn't live up to theirs, either.
Another note for the future, if I'm lucky.
Overall I was very satisified - the differences in the girls is a huge thing for me - each body type has it's own draws, and as turned on as Heather makes me all by herself, it's a different kind of "turned-on" than when there are two girls there. Not better, but different. Porn turns me on in yet a different way. It's hard for me to explain, but it makes sense to me.
All kidding aside, (was anyone kidding?) while I truly enjoyed last night, I can see where things weren't working, and I really want the chance to try to correct them.
Hang on, "Happy?" just came on.. gotta listen...
*3 minutes, 38 seconds later.*
What a song.
So anyway, I don't know what else to write. I had highter hopes for Heather's sake, but for my own, i have no complaints. I won't, however, be doing any of the planning for the "next time." I'll leave that for Heather and Em to hash out, and maybe giving that sort of control to Heather will help her feel more confident. I don't expect this to be a weekly thing, either, for the record. If we got together twice in a month I'd be very surprised... Pleasantly, but very surprised.
I don't know if I should smile or apologize, so I'll just leave it with a hearty sigh.
*HEARTY SIGH*
thelastboss:
Damn dude. All I can say is I am green with envy. 