neuroticanne

Lately I've been touched by inspiration, but have lacked motivation. I seem to like the last-minute rush of things, but always feel so stressed; worried I'll mess something up.

Eh, so, I feel that way in regards to work, at home....everywhere. I have felt the need to create, but haven't felt I've had the necessary tools.

I have a lot of memories that seem to be stirring around my squiggly noggin. Good times. Great times. Bad times and shitty times, too.


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My sister is *supposed * to be coming to visit on Friday with her new boyfriend It will be nice. Sometimes, okay, often, my sister brings out the child in me. And, I become very bratty. And this dynamic that has existed between us for many years appears, in which she's my 'silly' older sister that I'm always mad at...and always steal her clothes. Hopefully, she's gone shopping before her visit.

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I'm trying to balance my financial situation too. I need to make money to pay off my bills, move to my own place, and hopefully still have some cash left over to live a little bit.

I can do it. I hope.
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I've been trying to find a Montessori pre-k program for my daughter and the cheapest part time one that I have found is $75/week ($150 full time) Thankfully I am able to share that expense, so it really isn't that big of a deal. The place she will be going to seems awesome. Gym, Art, Music, & she will also have the opportunity to learn sign language. I'm so excited for her because she is extremely intelligent and really doesn't get to socialize or do age appropriate activities with other kids her age...I know she will benefit and grow with their program...She starts after labor day

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I'm not very happy. I guess it's because I feel like I'm in an in-between stage in my life. I don't quite understand it, but, I've decided that I'm not going to try and decode it right now. I don't have to know everything. At least not now, anyway.

Just floating through life....