neuroticanne

Today I cried.

I cried because of the horrible time I had last night.
I cried because I feel so alone
I cried because I don't think that I'm very attractive
I cried because of what I've done, and who I did them too
I cried because of what I have said, and who I said it to.
I cried because my crushes NEVER crush on me back
I cried because I love my kids and don't feel like I am doing my best for them.
I cried because I am scared..and of what, exactly...is unknown
I cried because I don't feel like I'm good enough, even though I KNOW that I am
I cried because my phone never rings
I cried because everyone is always too busy to hang out with me
I cried because I feel as though somedays I am chasing my own tail
I cried because the father of my children, the man who used to be the ONE i could depend on..doesn't even really like me anymore
I cried because he has that right
I cried because I need to move, but if I move... It means that I really am all alone
I cried because I really need a hug from someone
I cried because I want to be the first to let go
I cried because no one has ever been in love with me
I cried because I think that it is my fault
I cried because my body hurts
I cried because my heart hurts too
I cried because I want so desperately to be touched
I cried because I have no motivation or drive to do well in school this upcoming semester
I cried because my family doesn't like me
I cried because I don't feel like there are too many people that do.
I cried because all of this makes me so confused.
I cried because I just don't know what to do.

~EmoAnne




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