Monday Aug 01, 2005

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Today I'm feeling very "done in"...tired of all of the bullshit in my life...

What the fuck is it all for??

I'm sick of being pushed aside and being lied to. Believe me, I would much rather you hurt my feelings by telling me the truth than just feeding me lies to keep me pulling along.

Fuck lies.

..... I know that I don't do anything wrong. But I don't feel like I'm doing anything right either

Oh well...hopefully This Too... Shall Pass.

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My labret piercing kept me from eating anything since I got it done Saturday night. I lived off of chocolate milk & milkshakes until just an hour ago, where I was actually able to bake myself a piece of chicken and eat it!! It really only hurts now just once in awhile which is AWESOME! Gawd, I can't wait until dinner now! I'm going to EAT!!
MMMMMMMM.....Fooooood. oink

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misery:
yay food! i felt the exact same way after i got my lip pierced. wink
billyfivecrows:
hmmm...Well, I have heard Detroit is lovely in the fall...

Yeah, I am feeling better today. Much. Seems like everything I had pent up just came to a head. I got it out and *whew*

Seems like the blue-funk is epidemic this week. Everyone I've encountered just feels blah! But it seems to be waning now, so good.

"wish I had your way with words"...You seem to do pretty good. You say what you want and say it clearly. I get a pretty good sense of "you" when I read your entries. High energy, sharp intelligence and quick humor.

I've worked really hard to get where I am with my writing, so it makes me feel very, very good when someone appreciates it

hope your day is peace and ease

(the piercing looks great, by the way!)

r.

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