neurotic_angel

Something that has really been on my mind lately is my friends...and which ones are my real friends and which ones aren't. Its sad to say, but since I started college last Fall, I've really been able to make that distinction between who is worthy of my time and who isn't. I've made of my mind who I'm going to be true to as well. Some of them aren't the coolest people or the most attractive...but they're the ones that have been there for me since the begining, and nothing is going to change it.

I've never had good luck with trying to intertwine my friends that come from different backgrounds, and this is proving to be true still. and it really sucks for me cause I want them to know how amazing each other is...but its still proving to be difficult. oh well.

Another thing is how I really enjoy the simplicity of the life that I've been living so far. I've never been one for the bar or club scene, and growing up in the small town that I did...neither did any of my friends. We we're more of a "lets go get booze and drink in the park and pass out in the grass and laugh until the sun comes up" kinda people. which, in my opinion, is far more fun than spending $100+ at a bar to crawl home at 4AM to drunkenly makeout with a stranger. But maybe thats just me.

I'm almost done school...I can't fricken wait. I really just need a break from everyone and everything.