nettieg

He always has to find a way to fuck shit up. I wish I had a drink. I am so tired of dealing with him running in and out of my life. I can't wait for the divorce, I wish he would just go ahead and get it started. 8 years of my fucking life down the drain, lovely. I know that we are horrible for each other and he knows it too, so I wish he would just leave me the fuck alone already. I want to move on, I need to move on. That's what I have been trying to do these last 4 month's but he always gets in my head and fucks up my peace. I am planning on getting pregnant this month..... crazy huh? Of course the ex isnt pleased..... but hey, he's the ex. I know that another kid will complicate things even more than they already are but... I'm okay with that. I'm ready for it.