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Life fuckin sucks. I'm not afraid or ashamed to admit it.

but no matter how hard i try to stay up something keeps knocking me down.
this weeks disaster: My Best friend of 8 years thought it would be a great idea to date my ex-boyfriend. what else is new, she's done it before, her only 2 boyfriends were both my ex's. well this time...
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thejuan:
Sorry to hear this girl, I hope it all picks up for you soon... Try and keep your head up! smile
thejuan:
Thank you for the birthday wishes beautiful!
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Ok so this may sound silly, but i've decided that before i join the air force, i'm going to go to the police academy.
thomasheath:
sounds like a plan to me
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SO i told the parents about my plans to join the military, they don't mind the idea. =]
one less thing i have to worry about.
now i wish i could hurry up and finish school so i can join.

it would be great. =]
menacer5000:
Hello beautiful? how have you been. Good i hope. You look very hot in you're new pic love kiss
el_bandito:
oh shit you're gonna join? what branch?
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I'm still doing my research and talking to different recruiters, but i'm thinking either Navy or Air force
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erich:
if you're the least bit claustrophobic, don't go Navy. the bunks are stunningly small and cramped.
thomasheath:
GO Navy!!!
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i hate moving





what a horrible weekend.






i hate painting houses too




and i hate migraines

weston:
frown

Hope things get better!
menacer5000:
Cheer up buttercup kiss
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Some days i feel like i don't ever want to wake up.
I looooooooovvvvvvvveeeeee sleeping!
i wish i had a day to just lay in bed and watch movies and sleep all day long.
and possibly someone to enjoy all this laziness with me. not a companion, just someone to cuddle with for the day. lol.


that being said, i'm going back to sleep.
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erich:
i tells ya, come up to the Bay Area.

I'll be waitin!
mrsdriftwood:
Ahh that was me yesterday! Normally I can't stay in bed all day, but I wish I at least had the option. And a a million dollars so my sleep wasn't interrupted by work 40 hours a week! surreal
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everything my life seems to be missing:


-fun
-friends
-family
-sex
-learning new things in school (it's tough when you're already a genius)
-the ability to concentrate
-a good memory
-new shoes
-vitamin C
-calcium
-fear
a new dog.








where are these things when i need them?
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ultimatelewser:
Thanks for the comment on my art. smile
mrsdriftwood:
Blahh I know, I feel like I'm lacking several of those things constantly. Mostly the friends and calcium parts. I'm learing to take refuge in blogging (sort of). Oh, I'm also missing dollars biggrin
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And now she's single



I know it's the best thing for me.



but it hits me pretty bad sometimes....i'm alone.



I just need to start going out and having fun....it's so hard for me though.




i'll make it through this, it'll just take time
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socal_drew:
Sorry sweetie kiss kiss
menacer5000:
sorry beautiful