ahhh..so my life has been going pretty well so far things have been looking up and nothing to complain about and all the suddenly this weekend things did a 180. Work i learned, somehow forgot the simple common courtesy of respect. "enough said there" i need not explain further.
But anyway, the girl i was "talking to" for those of you who understand the lesbian world or are a part of it, you know what i mean. for the rest of you i need not explain nor care to. Anyway the girl i was talking to decided she was more interested in one of my friends, so i told her to go after it and see where things went. i know i know before anyone says anything, that is just how i am. i put others ahead of myself. Anyway, she went for and this supposed friend of mine responded back. Now get this my "friend" is 36 and this stud i was talking to is 21, let's not get started on the age gap. Anyway so this girl and i remain friends, she's actually one of my closest friends, the only thing being i tell her i don't want to know about anything between the two.
So after work today, yes all 3 of us work together, she says she has to talk to me, so i readily agree with some suspicion in mind. But so we start talking and she tells me that "my friend" is tripping out hard core. Telling her that she couldn't call me couldn't text me couldn't hang out with me i couldn't buy her things or pay for things, but get this i pay some of her bills b/c she can't, what's she supposed to do go into hard time debt, and plus the 2 of them are not together, not even g/f's. so where the fuck does she get off saying all this shit. She's basically saying to pick between the 2 of us and that she's uncomfortable around me.
You know what i did shit like this back in the 6th and 7th grade she's 36, grow the fuck up and act your fucking age and don't be pleasant to my face and then turn around and stab me in the back. I hate people who are like that.
Okay, all i have to say, is despite her being one of my closest friends, i still like this stud but maybe that's my biggest downfall in the situation at the moment, i never asked anything or demanding anything of her, and maybe that's where i lost her. but i also have to say she has not helped the situation any. Yesterday from left field she asks, " you never would have cheated on me would you have." and of course i reply no, in all honesty. Today after this long talk she hugs me and then kisses me and i fed her my frosty that i got at the local wendy's. And too top it off while i'm writing this she's texting me telling me she broke things off with this other person.
*sigh* who knows, i'm sure none of this made sense and i'm so confused anyway, oh well i'll keep up to date as more happens.
But anyway, the girl i was "talking to" for those of you who understand the lesbian world or are a part of it, you know what i mean. for the rest of you i need not explain nor care to. Anyway the girl i was talking to decided she was more interested in one of my friends, so i told her to go after it and see where things went. i know i know before anyone says anything, that is just how i am. i put others ahead of myself. Anyway, she went for and this supposed friend of mine responded back. Now get this my "friend" is 36 and this stud i was talking to is 21, let's not get started on the age gap. Anyway so this girl and i remain friends, she's actually one of my closest friends, the only thing being i tell her i don't want to know about anything between the two.
So after work today, yes all 3 of us work together, she says she has to talk to me, so i readily agree with some suspicion in mind. But so we start talking and she tells me that "my friend" is tripping out hard core. Telling her that she couldn't call me couldn't text me couldn't hang out with me i couldn't buy her things or pay for things, but get this i pay some of her bills b/c she can't, what's she supposed to do go into hard time debt, and plus the 2 of them are not together, not even g/f's. so where the fuck does she get off saying all this shit. She's basically saying to pick between the 2 of us and that she's uncomfortable around me.
You know what i did shit like this back in the 6th and 7th grade she's 36, grow the fuck up and act your fucking age and don't be pleasant to my face and then turn around and stab me in the back. I hate people who are like that.
Okay, all i have to say, is despite her being one of my closest friends, i still like this stud but maybe that's my biggest downfall in the situation at the moment, i never asked anything or demanding anything of her, and maybe that's where i lost her. but i also have to say she has not helped the situation any. Yesterday from left field she asks, " you never would have cheated on me would you have." and of course i reply no, in all honesty. Today after this long talk she hugs me and then kisses me and i fed her my frosty that i got at the local wendy's. And too top it off while i'm writing this she's texting me telling me she broke things off with this other person.
*sigh* who knows, i'm sure none of this made sense and i'm so confused anyway, oh well i'll keep up to date as more happens.
Why cant affairs of the heart be less complicated? Is that too much to ask?
Couarge without Conviction is Apathy at Best
--DarthVayne--
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