nerveagents

I am still fucking sick. It's incredible. Damn near a week and I really don't feel better at all. Brea starts her night shift at work....6pm-6am so I won't get to see much of her anymore I really hope this doesn't put any stress on our relationship. I'm sure it won't....but still....like tonight it's going to be hard falling asleep by myself...and when I wake up she'll be ready to go to bed....and this probably sounds really selfish but it's just not fair. The thing that sucks the most is that she works every sunday and I have every sunday off. Damnit. So basically I'll get to see her one full day a week....but even on those days off she's probably going to want to sleep during the day and do stuff at night and I just can't do that.....I'll be too tired....and she'll be too tired to do stuff during the day....I dunno, maybe I'm being pessimistic. Everything will work out for the best.....It always does.