Our new dog Timbra is doing well. She's a bit of a chewer, a bit into everything related to food, and needs to learn what come means but she's a sweet and happy girl, and we are happy to have her as our girl. More cute pics of her to come.
Just a vent for a moment:
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1. my family are assholes. My brother is unbelievable. He actually yelled and swore at me yesterday and told me Nat and I could go fuck ourselves cuz we haven't gotten over him getting our dog killed a month ago. It is bullshit. I am so tired of it I am SO done. So yes I lost my beautiful little girl Kenya, AND my relationship with my brother AND mother, AND severely damaged my reltionship with my father AND sister, that's right my WHOLE fuckin family. arh what bullshit. Why do I even bother or ever expect anything different. However looking at it detached it is truly facinating how creatively I am made the asshole in the family. very creative.
2. I wish I had a me. That's right, a me. With all the shit and stress and confusion in my life right now, I am amazed that I find myself listening to others for long periods of time about their problems. Not saying I have a problem with being a vent person, shoulder to cry on etc. I just wish that I had someone to talk to. I tried to talk today but my shit was over-ruled by someone elses, felt totally shut down. I like being a safe person for people to talk to, but when I realize that I have no one like that for me, it's depressing and makes me feel amazingly isolated and alone. Nat is amazing, but there's plenty that I can't talk to him about, and I do have some very great friends that are awesome and supportive, but no one that's like a me for others. Feeling awfully lonely at times.
sigh
anyways enough pity party for one day
here's Timbra playing with Imperfectly's dog Bailey. The paw on the neck means they're friends. 
She's pretty
Teq is so special she gets to sleep under the covers
