Thursday Feb 08, 2007 by Nereid

So I'm a happy girl. I'm going to have lunch with my little brother here in half an hour. He and I used to be very close and spent a lot of time together. In recent years (since we both got clean) we've grown apart and don't really know each other anymore. I haven't even seen his apartment and he's been there since Dec. I miss him a lot but he's so different now, he works as a bouncer, drinks and parties and looks like a trendy lill fuck and listens BY CHOICE to shitty music. Anyways I would like to get to know him again

He has a bad habit of either being ridiculously late or standing me up completely and it really sucks. I hate feeling like I'm not even close to a priority. Once he canceled 3 times in a row and I told him when he could find time for me to let me know, and we haven't hung out since (other than for a little bit on my b-day). Nathanial and him have some issues surrounding that kinda stuff, cuz Nat knows how much it bothers me when it happens. I just talked to my lil bro last night though and I'm gonna go pick him up and see his place and then go for lunch