ya hey der.
sold my car today. kinda bums me out in a way. it was a fun ride, but it was just a car, no reason to get attached to such material possesions. i'm growing up, dont need crap like that anymore. time to save money and stop my spending. yeah...right. i can see this car payment and insurance that has been lifted from me will probably just let me buy more little things i dont need instead of one big thing i didnt need.
moving along...is there such a thing as fate and destiny? is everything already laid out and we are just cruising along the threads of the woven web we call life. i'd like to say no, because he have a mind of our own (most of us do...ok, some maybe) and we can chose to ride a tricycle naked into oncoming traffic with pantyhose on our heads shouting "KFC has really good chicken!!!" if we really want to. if that kinda thing gets you off. but maybe that odd kind of thing was destined to happen. very strange kind of destiny, but destiny none the less. hell i dont know. i do belive in karma though. what goes around comes around. doesnt necessary mean if you are nice all the time, only nice things will happen to you...but i like to think those assholes out there (and those damn girls) will be getting what they deserved at some point in their life. if there is an afterlife, i suppose that is the final karma. final judgement and all the lot. justice of the universe. keeps me happy. so i dont know if i believe with pre-destiny or not. watch back to the future and most other films and books and the future can be changed. but really, the future doesnt exist, so it doesnt get changed, it just gets made as we go along...becoming the present and ever so quickly, the past. i dunno i would like to think my naked tricycle ride is spontaneous.
blah, yeah that's a pic of me
sold my car today. kinda bums me out in a way. it was a fun ride, but it was just a car, no reason to get attached to such material possesions. i'm growing up, dont need crap like that anymore. time to save money and stop my spending. yeah...right. i can see this car payment and insurance that has been lifted from me will probably just let me buy more little things i dont need instead of one big thing i didnt need.
moving along...is there such a thing as fate and destiny? is everything already laid out and we are just cruising along the threads of the woven web we call life. i'd like to say no, because he have a mind of our own (most of us do...ok, some maybe) and we can chose to ride a tricycle naked into oncoming traffic with pantyhose on our heads shouting "KFC has really good chicken!!!" if we really want to. if that kinda thing gets you off. but maybe that odd kind of thing was destined to happen. very strange kind of destiny, but destiny none the less. hell i dont know. i do belive in karma though. what goes around comes around. doesnt necessary mean if you are nice all the time, only nice things will happen to you...but i like to think those assholes out there (and those damn girls) will be getting what they deserved at some point in their life. if there is an afterlife, i suppose that is the final karma. final judgement and all the lot. justice of the universe. keeps me happy. so i dont know if i believe with pre-destiny or not. watch back to the future and most other films and books and the future can be changed. but really, the future doesnt exist, so it doesnt get changed, it just gets made as we go along...becoming the present and ever so quickly, the past. i dunno i would like to think my naked tricycle ride is spontaneous.
blah, yeah that's a pic of me
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i too believe in Karma. and in destiny....maybe fate..but like most i, i have my own personal theory on how it all works together..too long to write in a journal...
and about having more money now that payments have been lifted-sorry to tell you but you will probably find a way to spend all that too