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Wednesday May 12, 2004

May 12, 2004
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Trying to Remember.

Was it Friday again? Maybe Thursday. Can't remember for the life of me. I do remember the fresh smell. Yes. A bakery on the corner. I'm sitting there on a milky green bench with my back turned to the sweet smell of butter and baked flour. The paint on the bench is peeling from a lack of attention. The newspaper wept a sad story of another casualty in another land. What war? There's a war going on? Can't remember the last time I held a newspaper.

Hungry again.

My transparent world evolving around my simple life. So much commotion.

A bus stops in front of me letting out some people, mostly elderly women with woven handbags draping their forearms. They seem to wander about in caution as if they were about to spill over. Who represents these sullen, scowling expressions? Their memories fade like the paint on a bench.

A milky green bench.

I think I was waiting for the bus. I seemed to have forgotten what I was doing in the first place. The bus driver asks me if I'm getting on. No thanks. I think I will sit for a while.

A woman passes me and glances. She recognizes me. I don't remember her but I can remember this moment. She asks me if I would like to go in and eat in the bakery. I'm astonished.

I didn't know I was sitting in front of a bakery.

Moral of this story kids: Have patience with the people that can't remember things. It's frustrating trying to remember so many things that go on while trying to deal with the challenges of life. Love the forgetful.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
jumpinjackshit:
Saw your mention of the "American Hardcore" book by Stephen Blush. My old band is mentioned in that book (Dresden 45). He got a lot of facts skewed in there, but overall that's an excellent document of the old scene. He tackled that whole project all by himself, so a few fuck ups here and there is to be expected. Cheers.
May 13, 2004
rockabillybaby:
I found a photo of you from a party at Will's. I think it was Big Chad's birthday. I'll have to e-mail it to you.

IM me next time we're both online. James was signed into my account and he thought it was his, so he deleted all the names he didn't recognize. We need to get together and write. School ends next week, and I have a lot of ideas brewing.
May 15, 2004

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