neon

yeah so the new years didn't go quite as planned. bart and i were working on my appartment the whole day and we weren't done by the time we were supposed to go out so we stayed in and fixed up my room. lets just say that never in my life have i scrubbed so hard. i replaced my whole floor with vinyl tiles but before we were to attach these to my floor i had to scrub the whole floor hardcore. it took me two and a half hours. the floor was so disgusting. i don't think it was ever washed before and there was all this paint and sticky stuff all over it that had to be removed or else the tiles wouldn't stick. it was awful. i have burises on my knees and my palms. and one of my fingers hurts from scratching paint and stuff off the floor.
i do feel very accomplished though. my room looks amazing. it doesn't even fit into the entire appartment. it's painted, and the floor is shiny and new. and bart helped out soooooo much. he's so wonderful. we had to do a lot of work on the bed because it was really shaky to the point where there was no way that i would sleep on it and feel safe. so we did a lot of fixupin' on it. and bought new giant piece of plywood for it and screwed the plywood into the actual wood. underneath bart insalled rods on which i will hang my clothing. under it we also put a dresser that bart painted grape and lilac. behind we were able to fit two big tupperware drawers and two little ones.
there's a lot more work to be done but that'll have to wait until bart comes back from boston. more instaling and prettifying.
i seriously don't know how raven ever slept on that bed. it was scary before we fixed it up. it felt like it would collapse any minute. as a matter of fact i don't understand how raven lived in that room at all.
thank goodness for bart. he iswonderful.

we came to his house around 11:40 and kissed on new years. and then a little while later had some of the most wonderful session of lovemaking that i've had in a loooong time.

i liked my new years.