nenia

yeah, i know i don't update much. especially lately. everything is so fragmented and scattered and messy...and oh oh oh the horror...

i feel such the drama queen. i don't like showing people the damaged bits of me, so therefore it usually is better to not show at all..

bento gogo nov2. was loads of fun. i got a bit too drunky, but hey it happens i guess. got some lovins and gave out some whippings with a belt.....out on the balcony outside of bento's. lots of raised eyebrows checkin it out from inside....i danced around and got silly and it was mostly good times thanks to all yas who were there.

i have been wanting to get a digital camera for awhile...i don't have money to get a good one, so i decided to buy a little mini keychain camera i got it for 15$ on ebay. it doesn't have a flash, so i could only use it in good lighting, but it will be nice to carry a camera around with me all the time now.

i have very much been pondering new tattoo ideas. there is so much art i like, but i just don't know what i want done yet. i don't want to get something that everyone else has, and i'd like to have something that has a lot of meaning to me, or represents my personality pretty well.
anyone with an artistic flair, please draw me tattoo designs.

some ideas....rotten heart with worms....broken/bandaged heart.....swirly designs of some kind, nurses, sullen ghoulies, damaged dollies...fallen angels.........contrasts of dark and light, beauty & horror, love/hate..etc.

i have also been looking into other job ideas and vacation/ or other living locations.
please tell me about your favourite places to visit/live and why please please, long posts and info definiately appreciated!

a few places i dig: san diego (particularly pacific beach/PB), san francisco (haight area), new orleans, toronto, canada, ...anywhere with a lot of culture, and things to do, ocean is nice...etc

i painted my nails. theys perty.