every way is the wrong way.
we are all so fucking ignorant.
no matter how intelligent we 'think' we are.
all hypocrites. you don't have to admit it.
but it's true. i'm just as wretched as you.
i'm a snob. i'm a contradiction.
i am everything and i am nothing.
sick on this world, and self and the lackthereof.
how much should i care?
there's so much more freedom..
in just not giving a fuck about anything.
& it is so cold.
[is it courage, or just a mask to hide from yourself]
we are all so fucking ignorant.
no matter how intelligent we 'think' we are.
all hypocrites. you don't have to admit it.
but it's true. i'm just as wretched as you.
i'm a snob. i'm a contradiction.
i am everything and i am nothing.
sick on this world, and self and the lackthereof.
how much should i care?
there's so much more freedom..
in just not giving a fuck about anything.
& it is so cold.
[is it courage, or just a mask to hide from yourself]
sure everyone can be a hypocrit but that's cuz we don't always notice everything about ourselves....
but some take it to the point where it's disgusting...
and when people say they don't give a fuck about anything....
they're lying....
everyone cares about something despite how much they wish they didn't.
I don't give a fuck about shit that simply isn't important.
not to me....
other people might find those things important....
what's bad is when people freak out and worry about total shit that really isn't important to them yet they worry so much about it anyway....
There's not much I care about.... but the things I do....
I care about a great deal....
but there is more freedom when you don't care about bull shit....
I still say people should do a few things....
care less....
but care more about the things that mean something to them....
and just do what makes them happy and not care about the rest of the crap....
Far too many people sit in situations that make them miserable.... and stay because they think they have to...
or they feel guilty if they change things....
Guilt is useless....
I used to feel guilty for things....
but now I don't do anything to feel guilty about....
I still feel bad for people, or feel bad if I do something stupid.... but that's hardly guilt.... considering it's always accidental.
but I think you get the idea....
people need to let go....
and just smile... and enjoy what they still have.
after all we all die at some point....
so I figure I'll be happy as best I can before I don't exist any longer....
cuz my brain keeps wandering along a path,,,
and I just say whatever my mind passes by....
like signs on a highway....
only in yer brain.....
and stuff....