nementh

I thought I was past the sitting at home and crying phase, but as soon as I have too much time to sit and think I just fall apart. My life has no momentum now. I might not have been happy with the way things were, but I still felt like we were moving towards something eventually. I don't want to do it anymore. I don't want to start over. I just want you back, and to make it right. I just don't want to do it anymore. Any of it. Anything. I love you. I miss you. I'm sorry.