neftis

We were already official boyfriends. We took little more than one month. Step one month after our birthdays, he was of birthday one day before me, when I began with the paranoia. I thought that maybe it was not working but on the part of him. Because I wanted it a lot. We had passed so many things together in so little time that already wanted a lot it. It felt very bound to him, but even so it felt that something walked bad.
I calls it in the morning one day to tell him that i wanted to see it. He told me that it would be vacated in the afternoon and that it passed their house.
After making my steps in the center I left in meter to their house. Each station that happened toward that I became distressed but and I was pressed every time but the padding. Sitting went in the floor of the boxcar writing pointing the hour of each sentence until it arrives to my destination.
I tried to breathe deep. But i could not avoid to have the red eyes. I had a lot of pain. I knew that that visit would not finish well.
Arrive at their house. ! He received me so well! We were seeing tele in the piece of below. I hugged him and it put a leg on his.
Of a moment to other told him that I needed to speak with him. He sat down on the bed and I look at myself to the eyes. I hesitated. It was not clear. They were noticed the nerves. I wonder that I spent and I counted him. I told him that I saw that something wrong was happening. That it didn't feel well and that I didn't want to continue with it ours. And I eat of habit I cried. I cried a lot.
I didn't want to continue there and it asked him him to leave me out. It continued crying and he looked at me with unbeliever's face. Take my things, I gave him a kiss in the mouth and the I hug myself strong. Very strong. I wonder if it was sure and I answer that if. Leave their arms I opened the extraneous door and I left. Him you is there. Out.
When it arrives to two blocks of their house I sat down in the gutter and cry disconsolately for almost twenty minutes. Cry so much and so strong that a lady left her house to see me. She offered me a handkerchief and one enters. I saw that they happened school of a near school of men for what preferred that all left to happen somewhere around. Taenia the swollen face and of pink color.
While I walked it continued crying. Pass to buy cigarettes a disposable handkerchief and two candies of mint.
I gives birth to of crying two whereabouts but up. But people even looked my eyes.
Arrive to the whereabouts of Bus. In the itinerary it felt very sorry. Because I wanted it. A lot.
When arriving at my house I felt the necessity to call it. I dropped the face of shame. I told him that regretted it. And that it felt very sorry. And he said that the decision was took. That he had given me the opportunity to be sorry while it was in their house. And really that he had made it. He made it many times. But I didn't give.
I cried some four or more alone five hours in my house again.
I called later two days again and he didn't give. Attempt it for two followed weeks without stopping every day. And it didn't give. Stop to call a complete week and I received one he called of him. We don't speak a lot. In fact I call myself to claim me for that didn't call it. Be astonished. He told me that so little time had taken to forget it. And it was not this way. Not you of where it had taken out all those ideas. I didn't understand a lot, but I told him that i even love him and that I had not called it for that could no longer make nothing else. That I had made all that I could be with him again and that the one didn't want anything with me.
I hung something confused.
Three days later I called it again. I told him that it was the last time that would make it. I told him that I had not forgotten it. Never. After all that we had happened it was impossible to forget it in two weeks. There was a silence and he asked me for that should return with me. And I responded slowly. - For that love you, I told him. There was a silence but I release. He wanted to hang me saying me that he loved me a lot. And he made this way it. It hung.
Four days later he/she telephoned again. And the first thing that said was: I also love you stupid girl. I cried a lot again.