changed my profile pic again....just fer you tankie..hehe....
anywho...i think im gunna be a negative person tonite and write a negative journal cuz a really good friend of mine treats me like shit....so if u don't want to read about a bunch of bitching then i advise you to go to the say something nice thread or something else....so my apologies in advance for any meanness you are about to encounter...
so there i am at work today minding my own business when i get a phone call....go and answer it and it's my best friend of like 17 years....after the usual hi, how ya doin? stuff i tell her that im hung over and not doin so good and she then proceeds to read me the riot act about how im such a hypocrite and this and that...i'm like whoa...where the hell is all this comin from and she tells me that one time when i was talkin to her bf i bitched about how he was always drinkin and how i don't like alchohol and all that....(there was a party that i had once when i was 17 at my mom's house and everyone was pretty drunk so i non-chalantly started to take peoples drinks away...they never noticed and it was a very small party of like 8 of my closest friends) so now she's bringing that back up and how i channged and blah blah blah....i'm like that was a very long time ago and then we were all underage by a lot and when my friends are at that happy drunk level it's nice to stay there to aviod getting sick and cleaning up vomit....i thought i was doing the rite thing cuz we all laughed about it for years since it happened....so now it's a bad thing.....whatever....
so she's tellin me that becuz im 21 now and can go out that i do it too much and that im an alchoholic and blah blah blah...then she throws in pot to the mix and i'm like it's been 2 weeks since i smoked...and she smokes all the time....im like geez....i can't win here....
then she decides to turn it around again and tell me that im not callin her and that i expect her to come over to my house all the damn time when i never make an effort to go to her place...i'm like what!!!....the only reason we never go to yer place is you say it's a mess and u never offer for us to go there....so i told her that if she didn't want to come here that we could go anywhere else like back to my mom's house, or a movie or even out for coffee....but no....she just decides that she gunna come over here and get all pissed off at me cuz i just happen to be a more social person than she is.....oh my god....
so this whole thing went round and round for about 15-20 mins while im at work and there were customers out front and it was really bad....::heavy sigh:: grrrrrr
i'm a little pissed off that my friend of soo long can just attack me like that and not really have any reason to do it...it just came from nowhere....i was totally blind sided....
so for whoever is left after all that im sorry that u had to hear about it...i just needed an outlet...thanks for listening....
how was yer day??
anywho...i think im gunna be a negative person tonite and write a negative journal cuz a really good friend of mine treats me like shit....so if u don't want to read about a bunch of bitching then i advise you to go to the say something nice thread or something else....so my apologies in advance for any meanness you are about to encounter...
so there i am at work today minding my own business when i get a phone call....go and answer it and it's my best friend of like 17 years....after the usual hi, how ya doin? stuff i tell her that im hung over and not doin so good and she then proceeds to read me the riot act about how im such a hypocrite and this and that...i'm like whoa...where the hell is all this comin from and she tells me that one time when i was talkin to her bf i bitched about how he was always drinkin and how i don't like alchohol and all that....(there was a party that i had once when i was 17 at my mom's house and everyone was pretty drunk so i non-chalantly started to take peoples drinks away...they never noticed and it was a very small party of like 8 of my closest friends) so now she's bringing that back up and how i channged and blah blah blah....i'm like that was a very long time ago and then we were all underage by a lot and when my friends are at that happy drunk level it's nice to stay there to aviod getting sick and cleaning up vomit....i thought i was doing the rite thing cuz we all laughed about it for years since it happened....so now it's a bad thing.....whatever....
so she's tellin me that becuz im 21 now and can go out that i do it too much and that im an alchoholic and blah blah blah...then she throws in pot to the mix and i'm like it's been 2 weeks since i smoked...and she smokes all the time....im like geez....i can't win here....
then she decides to turn it around again and tell me that im not callin her and that i expect her to come over to my house all the damn time when i never make an effort to go to her place...i'm like what!!!....the only reason we never go to yer place is you say it's a mess and u never offer for us to go there....so i told her that if she didn't want to come here that we could go anywhere else like back to my mom's house, or a movie or even out for coffee....but no....she just decides that she gunna come over here and get all pissed off at me cuz i just happen to be a more social person than she is.....oh my god....
so this whole thing went round and round for about 15-20 mins while im at work and there were customers out front and it was really bad....::heavy sigh:: grrrrrr
i'm a little pissed off that my friend of soo long can just attack me like that and not really have any reason to do it...it just came from nowhere....i was totally blind sided....
so for whoever is left after all that im sorry that u had to hear about it...i just needed an outlet...thanks for listening....
how was yer day??
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As for you, good luck!! This is why I don't have close female friends. I know that not all girls are like that and you have been friends with her for 17 years, which is amazing!!! But, still, I hate confrontations and drama and do my best to avoid it. Good luck sweetie, I hope you two make up soon....