not really havin a good nite....it's been almost a week since i smoked and i really think im gunna cave...oh well can't be that bad....
im in a bad mood cuz all my friends seem to think it's okay to forget about me all the time when i introduce new people into their lives and that it's really not that important to maintain a friendship w/ me once they have someone new...it always happens to me so u would think that i am used to this but i just can't get used to this...grrr god damnit!!!
im soo tired of all this shit.....ahhhhhh
im in a bad mood cuz all my friends seem to think it's okay to forget about me all the time when i introduce new people into their lives and that it's really not that important to maintain a friendship w/ me once they have someone new...it always happens to me so u would think that i am used to this but i just can't get used to this...grrr god damnit!!!
im soo tired of all this shit.....ahhhhhh