need2xcap2

hello again....where should i start....im crabby, im tired and all i want to do is go to sleep but i can't cuz i got stuck helpin my mom w/ my step-dads 39th birthday party which is at this bar they always go to...im not really lookin forward to it cuz i gots no money and im going to be sitting in a smokey bar wanting a drink and a cigarette.....how tragic...

then after being in a bar for like 3 or 4 hours w/ my parents and their friends im supposed to go see this band play in waukesha at a bar/bowling alley that i really don't know how to get to....i hope i can make it there...i was supposed to be going w/ a friend of mine but something came up and she won't be able to go w/ and now i'm not sure i wanna go...but i told my other friend that i would be there...so im stuck going alone...anyone wanna join me?...

soo lets see...my night is going to consist of my parents and their friends and then going to hang out w/ someone that i really don't see outside of school all by myself w/ no money...how fortunate for me....

i really should smoke up tonite but i really want a new job..

ps.....i know that smokings not all that bad, idols..