Wednesday Mar 03, 2004

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goin out tonite but not really sure where...want to go to a place where it's not gunna cost too much and where i can just chill w/ my friend....where should i go?
confused
jj987666:
go to the shopping mall on saturdays, its crazy they give away free food! smile

Monday Mar 01, 2004

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not really havin a good nite....it's been almost a week since i smoked and i really think im gunna cave...oh well can't be that bad....

im in a bad mood cuz all my friends seem to think it's okay to forget about me all the time when i introduce new people into their lives and that it's really not that important to maintain a friendship...
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Saturday Feb 28, 2004

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hello again....where should i start....im crabby, im tired and all i want to do is go to sleep but i can't cuz i got stuck helpin my mom w/ my step-dads 39th birthday party which is at this bar they always go to...im not really lookin forward to it cuz i gots no money and im going to be sitting in a smokey bar wanting...
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killyouridols:
smoke up anyways!

i'm sitting at home on a saturday night after a show with nothing to do now...how lame is that?

Thursday Feb 26, 2004

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i think im in need of a new job....im about due to start the serious search for something new..i was considering something in radio but i dunno if that gunna work w/ school and all...i probably should stay with something in the design field since that what im going to school for anyways....i just need a change....i guess it's prolly time to stop smoking so...
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killyouridols:
smoking pot is not bad at all!

Tuesday Feb 24, 2004

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hmm...i don't feel any different then i did a couple of days ago....didn't really think i would...still not used to the idea that i can go to the bar anytime i want to...i just hope that i don't get carried away w/ this whole thing...i should be okay tho....got some really great people around to keep me on the ground...i know they will keep me...
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killyouridols:
ehh the bar gets old fast

Sunday Feb 22, 2004

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so last nite we had a crazy party for my birthday...it was a lot of fun...everybody had a good time and we had 4 or 5 different guys spinning house music and scrathing from 10pm till 4am that was pretty cool....at about midnight some friends of mine and i went to this bar and had a few drinks...there was a little drama and a little...
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jofixxxit:
happy b day to you.......
sensitiveprick:
ahppy b- day
and RESPECT. smile
miao!! miao!!

Thursday Feb 19, 2004

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im sooooo excited....i get to go to the SGB on friday!!!!! that just about made my night last nite....

hooray! biggrin
artman:
happy birthday!!

Wednesday Feb 18, 2004

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well so far no good on the whole fake id thing....i asked everyone i know so i guess im just gunna have to miss out this time... frown

que sera sera....

Tuesday Feb 17, 2004

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


just felt like a scream biggrin
artman:
finally a journal entry that I can understand!

Sunday Feb 15, 2004

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only one week from my 21st birthday....gettin kinda excited...

still not too sure about what to do about SG on the 20th.....damnit...if only it were 2 days later...that would have worked out nicely....but noooooo....karma and fate have to fuck w/ me.....grrrr......i really wanna go so if anyone who reads this knows someone w/ a fake that i could use that would be awesome!....
anyways i'll...
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efficacy:
Happy birthday!! (or soon to be birthday)

sorry, no ideas about the fake id, best of luck though.

as for the other pic, its cute... but a little to frilly for my tastes. Once again, best of luck.

efficacy:
That was 3 years ago when i was 112, although I'm 6' I have a relatively small bone frame, 40" shoulder, 28-32" hips. At the time, I was just under a lot of stress, not eating right, and not working out at all. You could count my ribs and actually my stomache went in so much i could completely rap my fingers around my lower ribs essentually grasping a full 2 inches underneath and up behind my rib cage.

Somehow, I survived that without getting sick.

That was the lowest I was ever at though, besides that year i've generally floated around 135 for the past 8 years, i've kinda set a goal for myself to get up to 150-160 without any of the gain being fat. I havent weighed myself recently, but i do 'feel' bigger.

Saturday Feb 14, 2004

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happy valentines day to anyone who doesn't have a valentine!!....i can be yer valentine if u need me to be blush
ara:
Awwwww smile
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