my last blog was on such a high I almost feel guilty for bumming it out with this one, it has been a pretty bad few weeks.
Where to start? well, the thing thats been pressing on my mind for a while now is my ammount of free time. I really dont feel like i have any. Just now I am studying full time at college and also working full time in a bar, its not particularly easy as it is but when you try to maintain any form of social life there aswell..... it is stressful.
My course is finally kicking in to the real deal, none of this arsing around because they dont wanna scare people with the real work yet shit. no no, its in full swing now! which i am happy about because I was getting really really bored, and now i am being challanged! the only problem with that being is that i have to pay more time towards it and less time to other things. *sigh*
Sadly, I am still having to keep on my job full-time (or as close as I can make it) due to the college being a bunch of silly twats! My funding still hasnt kicked in for some reason? their excuse is that it was my fault for handing it in late. BULLSHIT. I handed it in well within their deadline. It really is startin to make me angry. I don't even know for certain the ammount I am going to be awarded, if anything. I am really disappointed in the way this has all happened. It just sucks knowing there is nothing i can do to speed things up at all and I have to depend on people have no faith in whatsoever! *shakes fist at college staff* c'est la vie.
And if things couldn't get any worse, my bank have started to be complete arse bandits. Between Thursday and now I have had almost 300 worth of charges hit my account. Granted half of that ammount was my fault and I openly admit to it, when I called them on friday to explain my situation and try and get the charges reversed I profusely pointed out that I had more direct debits coming out and I needed them stopped to avoid being charged again by the bastards. low and behold, my bank didnt stop any of them and charged me again. *fizzes*. so the sub i got from work disappeared in a flash and I have absolutely no cash to my name appart from the 40p in my pocket
and for some reason my credit card isn't being accepted so I cant even use that as a back up to buy my bus tickets.
So as you can imagine I am far from being a happy bunny at the present moment, but hey! I have no control over it just now. however, when monday rolls in, I am going to tear my bank a new one! I think i will just take the limiter cap off of my brain and just let myself go completely psycho at them for whats happened. Its only fair? no?
Thankfully my lovely lady is looking after me, feeding me, and generally keeping me sane. *woooosaaaaahh*
I reallly need everyone to send me happy thoughts and love! If you pray, then pray. I need student funding dammit!!
You should start your comment with: Your college <insert bad word>!!!!
Where to start? well, the thing thats been pressing on my mind for a while now is my ammount of free time. I really dont feel like i have any. Just now I am studying full time at college and also working full time in a bar, its not particularly easy as it is but when you try to maintain any form of social life there aswell..... it is stressful.
My course is finally kicking in to the real deal, none of this arsing around because they dont wanna scare people with the real work yet shit. no no, its in full swing now! which i am happy about because I was getting really really bored, and now i am being challanged! the only problem with that being is that i have to pay more time towards it and less time to other things. *sigh*
Sadly, I am still having to keep on my job full-time (or as close as I can make it) due to the college being a bunch of silly twats! My funding still hasnt kicked in for some reason? their excuse is that it was my fault for handing it in late. BULLSHIT. I handed it in well within their deadline. It really is startin to make me angry. I don't even know for certain the ammount I am going to be awarded, if anything. I am really disappointed in the way this has all happened. It just sucks knowing there is nothing i can do to speed things up at all and I have to depend on people have no faith in whatsoever! *shakes fist at college staff* c'est la vie.
And if things couldn't get any worse, my bank have started to be complete arse bandits. Between Thursday and now I have had almost 300 worth of charges hit my account. Granted half of that ammount was my fault and I openly admit to it, when I called them on friday to explain my situation and try and get the charges reversed I profusely pointed out that I had more direct debits coming out and I needed them stopped to avoid being charged again by the bastards. low and behold, my bank didnt stop any of them and charged me again. *fizzes*. so the sub i got from work disappeared in a flash and I have absolutely no cash to my name appart from the 40p in my pocket
and for some reason my credit card isn't being accepted so I cant even use that as a back up to buy my bus tickets.
So as you can imagine I am far from being a happy bunny at the present moment, but hey! I have no control over it just now. however, when monday rolls in, I am going to tear my bank a new one! I think i will just take the limiter cap off of my brain and just let myself go completely psycho at them for whats happened. Its only fair? no?
Thankfully my lovely lady is looking after me, feeding me, and generally keeping me sane. *woooosaaaaahh*
I reallly need everyone to send me happy thoughts and love! If you pray, then pray. I need student funding dammit!!
You should start your comment with: Your college <insert bad word>!!!!
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jackie:
thanks for the comment. xx
takeahnase:
I don't pray, but I'm sending you good vibes if that helps. And trust me, I know how much of a bunch of dicks banks can be, especially when it comes to charging you a shitload of fees. I hope you get your money in soon, and remember to say thank you to your good ladyfriend.