I almost cancelled my SG subscription recently, but I decided not to after seeing that new set of Ember and realizing that most of the people (those that talk to me, anyways 
) are very much worth me sticking around for.
I've also been depressed lately. And I mean extremely depressed, like I have no reason to carry on. I feel ugly and old, and completely jaded with the whole idea of working day in and day out to support the rich bastards who own corporations like the one I work for. Its slavery, nothing more. Whenever I feel threatened in any way, I get angry and defensive and that only gets me down more. I swear, sometimes I feel like I should just get up, throw out my possessions and roam the Earth gathering wisdom. But I'm too damn worn out for even that.
Maybe I really should move to another country. Perhaps it would show me a different perspective on life. I've heard many times that Americans are the stupidest, lazyest, most ignorant human beings in the world. Of course not all of us are, but hey, being surrounded by people of this nature is very damaging.
Should I move to England, or Germany, or Norway, or Sweden, or Scotland, or some other place? I guess I'll just have to try. If thats the right decision for me to make.
Another thing thats contributing to my depression is others putting me down for my "intelligence" by saying damn near anything that would lead me to believe that I am actually not that intelligent at all. If I do not have my intellect, than I truly have nothing.
Goddammit, I hate this fucking world sometimes.......
) are very much worth me sticking around for.
I've also been depressed lately. And I mean extremely depressed, like I have no reason to carry on. I feel ugly and old, and completely jaded with the whole idea of working day in and day out to support the rich bastards who own corporations like the one I work for. Its slavery, nothing more. Whenever I feel threatened in any way, I get angry and defensive and that only gets me down more. I swear, sometimes I feel like I should just get up, throw out my possessions and roam the Earth gathering wisdom. But I'm too damn worn out for even that.
Maybe I really should move to another country. Perhaps it would show me a different perspective on life. I've heard many times that Americans are the stupidest, lazyest, most ignorant human beings in the world. Of course not all of us are, but hey, being surrounded by people of this nature is very damaging.
Should I move to England, or Germany, or Norway, or Sweden, or Scotland, or some other place? I guess I'll just have to try. If thats the right decision for me to make.
Another thing thats contributing to my depression is others putting me down for my "intelligence" by saying damn near anything that would lead me to believe that I am actually not that intelligent at all. If I do not have my intellect, than I truly have nothing.
Goddammit, I hate this fucking world sometimes.......
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Does that help? Don't be depressed! I am surely way older than you...I was thinking of moving to Sweden, actually...I want to get dual citizenship (my dad is a Swede)...
just listen to some metal and chill out....I am about to make cupcakes, I would send you some, but it's hot outside now and they would be moldy.
As for my short, what i menat by Computer Graphics is that my friend is doing some basic web design stuff for one of my characters There's no CGI effects stuff in my short.