I am alone. I am utterly alone. I am utterly and desperately alone.
Why can't it ever be me that a lady friend wants to hook up with?
Even if there were no feelings other than lust.
It would be nice just to feel the embrace of another being.
Apparently that's not for me though.
I'm not allowed to ever be happy.
Destined to spend the rest of life alone.
So I'll just continue to sit in my recliner, watching shitty late night television, and wonder what I've done wrong.
Sorry to be so depressing.
Night.
Why can't it ever be me that a lady friend wants to hook up with?
Even if there were no feelings other than lust.
It would be nice just to feel the embrace of another being.
Apparently that's not for me though.
I'm not allowed to ever be happy.
Destined to spend the rest of life alone.
So I'll just continue to sit in my recliner, watching shitty late night television, and wonder what I've done wrong.
Sorry to be so depressing.
Night.
*hugs*