I have much love for this site! It's a part of my life. As some of you know, Suicide Girls really molded me as some of you read on: What inspired me to be a Suicide girl.
I have to say I never lost a friend or relationship because of Suicide Girls, usually just pretty civilian B.S. fights, but never about SG. Everyone is beyond supportive and some playfully call me "There's my Suicide Girl", "Hey Suicide Girl", I've told some that I'm just a hopeful buuuuuuuuutttttt I usually don't correct them because hey, every hopeful wants to be pink, but I'm still hopeful it'll be soon :).
Relationship wise, I don't really tell the guy I'm on SG at first because lets face it, "Holy shit batman, she's on SG, she's famous, I want to fuck her." 90% of the time. But when I was in a relationship, nothing but support. He was so proud of me. He is in the Air Force and he would always talk about my presents on SG with his crew, he would never give them my name but he love the fact that I was his. He loved me before I told him and after. Now that I think about it, there was this one dude who I was talking to who gave me shit about being on SG, i don't think he has ever heard of it before then so automatic red flag on nude girls. But I didn't give a shit, he was a man whore anyway and he was giving me crap? haha douche
There are a few downfalls when I first joined. When I joined ModelMayhem to find a photographer (because I couldn't really find a SG photographer or had enough to pay) I was a victim to scams and sexual harassment. It really set me back to my victim stance. But I finally got the money to meet @alissa and that was the big O that I needed to be comfortable. hehe and I just love being in front of a camera. I'm already on my 3rd set that was taken by @azera! I love what I do.
Since then I'm still growing. I'm doing a lot of modeling and practicing. My spiritual levels are at an all time high and can't wait to see what other awesome adventures take me <3
Thank you @missy
I took a chance and I love my life.
“You never need to apologize for how you chose to survive.” - Clementine von Radics
