
Quaking the foundation of my being.

She's at school right now, it's her last day. Wish her luck or I'll beat you up!! I miss her. It hurts. ouch....
Lastnight, I told her that I was going to call her, but I never did. How stupid can I be? Pretty stupid, ehh? I should have just called her. It's not that hard to pick up a phone and press a few buttons... is it? NO!!!! but I did'nt want to ask Shaun if i could use his phone... No Excuses Jack Ass! I think I upset her.

I cant stop staring... I'm... getting jealous of myself... I'm going to kick my ass for looking at her................ I'll do it... I'm fucking crazy.!.!.!.