nebel

****update****

what's this?


oh! It's a 50 dollar designer shirt on MY boobs!!!


aaawwww shiitttt.

honestly I don't know where the hell it came from.

but check it anyway......

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I'm writing two new books my sweets, and you are in neither of them.

is that sad?...really I think it's a good thing...and so should you.

I really don't have much to say because my feet have been dead for 3 hours now, and no amount of voodoo dancing will bring them back.

I missed you all in this way that can only be described as:


pitiful.

I mean I miss this weird since of community, which is based off of likeminded oneness...but really it's just all so foreign..and some of you are just too different. but maybe that is good? eh? and it's just really virtual and silly sometimes....like I feel sorry for myself because of it....whatever.....THE POINT IS.....I came back mostly because I wanted to start a new club...and I knew some of yall would join in...HORRAY!!! or *sobb* whatever the results may be.....YOU DECIDE......

in the mean time I have been evolving and devolving and rolling around in heeeeeaaapps of selfdoubt and then injecting large doses of encouragement into my fingertips....somedays I'm even contagious....but now I am just wore out and stuff.....

so really yall should join this new club I'm concockting....mmm....con-cock...har-har-har.


wait that didn't make sense....

BUT THE CLUB!!!! well I want to watch and talk and make stuff about every single movie in my phaidon book and I thought why not do it with some other people? get that other perspective thang going on? have some fun? laughs? etc......meeehh?



so who's up for a monthy, weekly film viewing and or art/discussion making?


YOU had BETTER be!!