someone at work tonight told me that my smile looks like Julianne Nicholson...I don't really know how to feel about that, but I did say thank you anyway.
I have a fever of 101 right now....for some reason I only get fevers at night...and have been feeling shitty since sunday. I guess it has something to do with lack of fun or some such thing.
but my real concern is my heart.
In 8th grade I got my first panic attack. Which oddly enough have nothing to do with panicing...though the first time I did get one, it scared the shit out of me. It has something to do with irregualr heart beats or murmers....it skips a beat and then beats super fast to catch up with its self....sometimes just for a second, or sometimes minutes. They only scare me because they happen so randomly....like once a year while I'm dancing to mary lou lord in my underwear....but this weekend I have had three!!! and blacked out once!!! Then afterwards I feel drained and like a giant smelly elephant is sitting on my chest laughing at me, while my heart jabs at it's butt with a sharp stick right through my ribs! I woke up in the middle of the night from that today....gawd fucking thing...I don't know what I should do.
my dear old mom wants me to go to a doctor and get put on a heart monitor...I asked her to bring me milk....she brought me ice cream and a pizza....she wants me to give her the link to my livejournal....ahhhh, mom. what am i going to do with you?
anyway...I have work tomorrow morning, so I should go to bed!
then I can tie you up and journy to the past with your latest fling.
grrr.
oh...and freeze my butt of walking! YES!
guh!
I have a fever of 101 right now....for some reason I only get fevers at night...and have been feeling shitty since sunday. I guess it has something to do with lack of fun or some such thing.
but my real concern is my heart.
In 8th grade I got my first panic attack. Which oddly enough have nothing to do with panicing...though the first time I did get one, it scared the shit out of me. It has something to do with irregualr heart beats or murmers....it skips a beat and then beats super fast to catch up with its self....sometimes just for a second, or sometimes minutes. They only scare me because they happen so randomly....like once a year while I'm dancing to mary lou lord in my underwear....but this weekend I have had three!!! and blacked out once!!! Then afterwards I feel drained and like a giant smelly elephant is sitting on my chest laughing at me, while my heart jabs at it's butt with a sharp stick right through my ribs! I woke up in the middle of the night from that today....gawd fucking thing...I don't know what I should do.
my dear old mom wants me to go to a doctor and get put on a heart monitor...I asked her to bring me milk....she brought me ice cream and a pizza....she wants me to give her the link to my livejournal....ahhhh, mom. what am i going to do with you?
anyway...I have work tomorrow morning, so I should go to bed!
then I can tie you up and journy to the past with your latest fling.
grrr.
oh...and freeze my butt of walking! YES!
guh!
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runk:
Do the doctor. I had the same problem about 4 years ago, occasional fibrillations. Scared the crap out of me. Found out at the ripe old age of 28, the years of "clean livin'" in my 20's had not affected my liver as one would expect, but I had developed high blood pressure. Once we got that under contol, the ticker returned to normal.
oldschool:
get well soon