nebajoth

Hello, and Merry Christmas and all that. I'm really enjoying myself down here. Acknowledgement to Freyja: I didn't do the curl up and cry thing, but I did keep it in mind as I just -opened- myself to whatever, and hung out with my family. It helped a hell of a lot. We didn't do much; just hung out watching TV and chatting, but it was real sweet and nice. I'm way too warm. I'm crashing in the computer room, and the computers have warmed this little cubicle up to way too hot. Also, I think I scared poor Toreena . Poor girl! I feel so badly when I scare people. I'm such a nice kid, and I've gotten pretty lonely lately. I hang out with my girlfriend a lot, of course, cause I live with her. But all my other friends... I dunno, they're all just kinda drifting away. I've got three really good friends, and their names are Tovy, Chris and Brandon. Brandon got married 6 months ago, and I hardly see him anymore. Chris is moving to Boston to do a psychoanalysis degree. And Tovy. Well, I dunno. He smokes a lot of pot, and his life is kind of spiralling downwards. Not that I'm against pot, mind you. In fact, I smoke my share. Can't study without it, for example, so exam time is always pretty fun. But he's a total chronic, and its just made his life get disorganized, which has kind of made him bitter, which has severely impacted our friendship. I wish things hadn't gone the way they did. No matter what I do to try to fix things, though, doesn't work. It's his life, right?

Anyway, I've only been around here for a couple weeks now. I'm so overwhelmed with the feeling of community, and I'm SO glad I found a place to get more good music; my own collection was starting to, um, become a little dry.

Anyway, I hope soon to be nested firmly enough among you that I can start to meet new people for real.

Sorry Toreena!