a wedding was being planned...although it wasn't clear to me whose...
This was all taking place in the country where i am from.
one by one, the members of my mother's side of the family began to arrive...first myself & my cousin "L" who is about my age...but his sister "L" and his brother "A", along with my sister, were absent.
I remember answering the...
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This was all taking place in the country where i am from.
one by one, the members of my mother's side of the family began to arrive...first myself & my cousin "L" who is about my age...but his sister "L" and his brother "A", along with my sister, were absent.
I remember answering the...
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my dreams have been acting up as of late...they happen so fast that i don't remember them but each is darker that the last...
in one dream i am driving and watching this wind wisp, a tiny tornado of sorts blowing about, only to blow right over my car...and in my mind i think of the book Bless me, Ultima...the little boy had been told...
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in one dream i am driving and watching this wind wisp, a tiny tornado of sorts blowing about, only to blow right over my car...and in my mind i think of the book Bless me, Ultima...the little boy had been told...
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_risforrad:
thanks for the welcome
I've really been enjoying the site so far.
I've never met anyone who's had a skunk dream before, so I'll need more info before I can comment on your GF's dream. The driving through a tornado one was easier b/c my ex had the same dream once and we spent lots of time figuring out what was going on. Ask your GF how she felt about the skunk and what else was happening in the dream, etc., the more details the better, then get back to me and we'll try to make sense of it.
later
I've really been enjoying the site so far.
I've never met anyone who's had a skunk dream before, so I'll need more info before I can comment on your GF's dream. The driving through a tornado one was easier b/c my ex had the same dream once and we spent lots of time figuring out what was going on. Ask your GF how she felt about the skunk and what else was happening in the dream, etc., the more details the better, then get back to me and we'll try to make sense of it.
later
ndoki:
my girlfriend can only remember this much...in the first dream, the skunk is a curiosity i notice, she warns me that i am going to get sprayed and i don't listen...i get sprayed...
the second dream happened in the exact same way...except it involved one of her sisters...she says she doesn't know which...tha is all...i know it's not much...but i hope it helps.
thank you
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the second dream happened in the exact same way...except it involved one of her sisters...she says she doesn't know which...tha is all...i know it's not much...but i hope it helps.
thank you
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today i met a female monkey in heat that was trying to hit on me...sounds ludicrous no?
in my life, there is no such thing...
I made my way up to moorpark college to visit a friend...she is studying to become a caretaker of wild animals...
this girl can talk about bobcats purring and the funny thing the tiger did with his food, and it...
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in my life, there is no such thing...
I made my way up to moorpark college to visit a friend...she is studying to become a caretaker of wild animals...
this girl can talk about bobcats purring and the funny thing the tiger did with his food, and it...
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ndoki:
it is so good to hear from you again...i take it the move to NY went well...well, it's good to know you still think about us...
to answer your question...no, i'm not bi...i've only ever know hetero lovin'...i have had offers though
to answer your question...no, i'm not bi...i've only ever know hetero lovin'...i have had offers though
ndoki:
let's just say i'm open to discussion
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i am in the mood for a good ghost story....
I recently saw the movie identity hoping to get the creepiness of the Ring only to be disappointed...
strange thing to be thinking about celebrating memorial day weekend with family...
or maybe it is quite fitting...
has anyone noticed how strange it is to visit your family...in my case, to have my grandmother visit from...
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I recently saw the movie identity hoping to get the creepiness of the Ring only to be disappointed...
strange thing to be thinking about celebrating memorial day weekend with family...
or maybe it is quite fitting...
has anyone noticed how strange it is to visit your family...in my case, to have my grandmother visit from...
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ndoki:
the first night i was in Manglaralto, a week after my grandfather died, and the place he was laid to rest i could not sleep, the air that i was breathing was suffocating me, and every little sound was amplified ten fold...including the barking of the dogs.
never had i ever, never had i since heard dogs bark in the manner they did that night...it was a bark of anger, mingled with fear...
it would circle the town...growing louder and louder, then it would seem further away, only to return again in circle...three times, that it got to the point where it was unbearable to me...i wanted to do something to shut those dogs up, anything! And it occured to me to simply go outside and start throwing rocks at them to quiet them...and as i decided to do this, a tall gainly man dressed in white and with long black hair walked by and my blood froze, and i couldn't move...this figure was the reason the dogs kept barking...and rather than go outside, something in me told me not to...
the next morning i mentioned this to my grandmother, and mother...
no man in this town, they said looked anything like that...as for the dogs, they had not heard them bark. but i swore up and down. "from which direction did the man come," they asked and when i told them that it was from the direction of cementary they simply looked at me all concerned and said,"then it is a good thing you didn't step outside."
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never had i ever, never had i since heard dogs bark in the manner they did that night...it was a bark of anger, mingled with fear...
it would circle the town...growing louder and louder, then it would seem further away, only to return again in circle...three times, that it got to the point where it was unbearable to me...i wanted to do something to shut those dogs up, anything! And it occured to me to simply go outside and start throwing rocks at them to quiet them...and as i decided to do this, a tall gainly man dressed in white and with long black hair walked by and my blood froze, and i couldn't move...this figure was the reason the dogs kept barking...and rather than go outside, something in me told me not to...
the next morning i mentioned this to my grandmother, and mother...
no man in this town, they said looked anything like that...as for the dogs, they had not heard them bark. but i swore up and down. "from which direction did the man come," they asked and when i told them that it was from the direction of cementary they simply looked at me all concerned and said,"then it is a good thing you didn't step outside."
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ndoki:
you are right my friend...they've been to hell and back and lived to tell about it...i got into this discussion with my mother and grandmother today about the Bible, and i am sorry if this offends anyone, but it is something i find quite remarkeable and speciall, not for any religious reasons, but for what it stands for...four thousand years of a people, or peoples oral tradition.
As a civilized society we forget that in the beginning it wasn't christianity or judaism, or even buddhism. it was all traditions that went back before names...
the bible is a collection of all but a handful of this history...
and rather than find out about it, we make believe that we understand it and know what it is we should be doing, we use it as the basis of hate and wary and power...and it is this ignorance that angers me so much...to say that each story is a literal interpretation, like adam and eve...
Now who honestly believes that we came from just two people who just happened to have names when there existed none!?
with all we have come to learn about cells and DNA, this is not likely!
Buth did people 5000 years ago know about science, or cells? They just knew a baby came from a male and a female...and went with that...our progenitors, our original human mother and father.
As a civilized society we forget that in the beginning it wasn't christianity or judaism, or even buddhism. it was all traditions that went back before names...
the bible is a collection of all but a handful of this history...
and rather than find out about it, we make believe that we understand it and know what it is we should be doing, we use it as the basis of hate and wary and power...and it is this ignorance that angers me so much...to say that each story is a literal interpretation, like adam and eve...
Now who honestly believes that we came from just two people who just happened to have names when there existed none!?
with all we have come to learn about cells and DNA, this is not likely!
Buth did people 5000 years ago know about science, or cells? They just knew a baby came from a male and a female...and went with that...our progenitors, our original human mother and father.
no dream journal update today...i had one real F***ed one which i wrote down but i've been too lazy to type it in. look for it in the next few days...
life has been good despite the finals fiasco...long story.
it's been hot for the past two days and now it's cloudy and cold, don't mind the change, but i hated the tease of rain...no...
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life has been good despite the finals fiasco...long story.
it's been hot for the past two days and now it's cloudy and cold, don't mind the change, but i hated the tease of rain...no...
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today, my car cindi got a smashed bumper...an apparent victim of a hit and run...
Normally that would be that, were it not that i believe cindi to be genuinely cursed...
since i've had her she has been struck three times, once pulling into a gas station by a backing up car, twice while parked without me in it...
coincidence you say?
after the first...
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Normally that would be that, were it not that i believe cindi to be genuinely cursed...
since i've had her she has been struck three times, once pulling into a gas station by a backing up car, twice while parked without me in it...
coincidence you say?
after the first...
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theonetheonlydc:
I love my car. His name is The Minnow. haha
A story that takes place near a mountain...it is not one of mine, but i figured some would like to read it...
After having won many archery contests, the town champion went to the Zen master.
- I am the best of all - he said. - I didn't study religion, never sought help from the monks, and succeeded in becoming the finest archer in...
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After having won many archery contests, the town champion went to the Zen master.
- I am the best of all - he said. - I didn't study religion, never sought help from the monks, and succeeded in becoming the finest archer in...
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kristy_lyn:
um, i'm ready to go to disneyland now
*blows kisses*
*blows kisses*
dream four....
this bird sat on a branch in the backyard...it's feathers wre the color of bark which shimmered. It had it's wings spread over it's head...every once in a while acknowledging the other birds pecking at it in a hostile manner...she had something she wouldn't share...
every now and then I would hear some popping...like static shock, and at every pop the birds would...
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this bird sat on a branch in the backyard...it's feathers wre the color of bark which shimmered. It had it's wings spread over it's head...every once in a while acknowledging the other birds pecking at it in a hostile manner...she had something she wouldn't share...
every now and then I would hear some popping...like static shock, and at every pop the birds would...
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dream three,...the nightmare....
Everything was dead in this dream...this building i was in...my old high school, in ruin and decay.
Decomposing bodies strewn here and there...and i was being followed...i wasn't alone...
I remember people i didn't recognized were with me...friends in the dream...do you ever have one of those? Where you are in a group of people and they are your friends, buth you...
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Everything was dead in this dream...this building i was in...my old high school, in ruin and decay.
Decomposing bodies strewn here and there...and i was being followed...i wasn't alone...
I remember people i didn't recognized were with me...friends in the dream...do you ever have one of those? Where you are in a group of people and they are your friends, buth you...
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kristy_lyn:
i wanna see some pics of you cutie *giggles*
so you like girls with some t&a? cuz mine are fab
*kisses*
so you like girls with some t&a? cuz mine are fab
*kisses*
dream entry two...
I had a dork's dream last night...that my bike got stolen at a park and i cussed worse than old sailor on gin...
the park however didn't look that friendly to begin with...it was dirty and smelled of urine....
it was the park from my own child...but changed...
graffiti on the walls bathrooms reduced to nothing more than outhouses...those old wooden kinds......
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I had a dork's dream last night...that my bike got stolen at a park and i cussed worse than old sailor on gin...
the park however didn't look that friendly to begin with...it was dirty and smelled of urine....
it was the park from my own child...but changed...
graffiti on the walls bathrooms reduced to nothing more than outhouses...those old wooden kinds......
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immolation:
Dreams are so strange. I keep a dream journal and when I go back and read my dreams from weeks ago I think about how fucked up my mind must be to think up such weird things. lol
that screensaver sounds incredibly cool. Thanks!