home was amazing 
I went back for my dads 60th birthday. my stepmom flew me in right under his nose!! he eve came to the airport to pick me up and had no idea i was there!! 
While at home i got ahold of my exgirlfriend ellen (the one who broke my heart) and made amends for myside of that relationship 
That went really good...
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I went back for my dads 60th birthday. my stepmom flew me in right under his nose!! he eve came to the airport to pick me up and had no idea i was there!! While at home i got ahold of my exgirlfriend ellen (the one who broke my heart) and made amends for myside of that relationship That went really good... Read More
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Fuck it I'm done with women...I'm gonna go watch brokeback mountain and start dating dudes...god damnit! I offically believe that im a lamp, and asexual object. thats actually what this one called me! wtf? I resign from the game ive obviously lost and ...fuckit i'm done. Not giving up on life...so this isnt like..a cry for help or any of that shit, Im just exhausted...
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sushiasuka:
if you wanna come see me and hang out that would be awesome I live in uptown so let me know when you get into town ^^
so, i've decided t give up dating for a litle while. apparently my picker is broken. the most recent girl i've been talking too is a self hating lesbian homophob...and i thought i had issues with personal acceptance. this chick is action packed with issues!! and the funny thing is, i'm still attracted to her...like alot. i think i'll still be friends with her, because...
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postmodernsleaze:
ghee that sucks
gud luck w/ that
gud luck w/ that
postmodernsleaze:
oh sorrrrrrrrrry
i deleted my acct
aim?
i deleted my acct
aim?
ok...by the responses to my last jurnal...i gues i am a bastard.... 
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libra:
its very hard finishing something when they dont want it to end. but if you know you've done the right thing then you have.....
whitewidow:
Hmmmmm - don't know what to say to that one 
it went pretty well on my part....on her though...she didn't take it quite as well....i felt like a shit bag for a few days and started to question my decision, but then i would play the tape all the way through and reenforce this decision with those memories....i'm over this. she keeps calling, for no reason, and leaving me messages on myspace...kinda sad...i don't get...
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Breaking up with my girlfriend tommorow...wish me luck
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ilektra:
Good luck!?
freelithiumpicni:
How did it go?
and now its time to start a four day weekend!!!
because i had to work last saturday their letting me off tommorow and i plan on living it way up!!
i am gonna do sooooo much laundry, and have clean underwear and shirts and sheets and all kinds of fresh stuff!!!
yeah, im a big dork....but i am gonna see hostel with my girlfriend...so that...
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because i had to work last saturday their letting me off tommorow and i plan on living it way up!!
i am gonna do sooooo much laundry, and have clean underwear and shirts and sheets and all kinds of fresh stuff!!!
yeah, im a big dork....but i am gonna see hostel with my girlfriend...so that...
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lavandra:
done lol.
Long week-ends are good !
Long week-ends are good !
lavandra:
trying a few things, you can check here : http://lavandra.online.fr
why is it that work on mondays is the worst day of work?
why does my headache start at 730 and end a 4pm.
oh, i know...CUZ IM IN THE NAVY!!!!!
why does my headache start at 730 and end a 4pm.
oh, i know...CUZ IM IN THE NAVY!!!!!
may god have mercy on my soul...i broke down and bought need for speed most wanted for the xbox....i dont think i'll ever work again!!!!!!! 
"the realm of the spirit is broad, roomy, all inclusive, never exclusive. we believe it is open to all"
"the realm of the spirit is broad, roomy, all inclusive, never exclusive. we believe it is open to all"
bloomtoperish:
no problem kitty 
postmodernsleaze:
yea she's gonna love it. she bought me one as a "just because" gift so i want 2 return the favor.
wat she needs 2 do tho is drop the loser douche.
wat she needs 2 do tho is drop the loser douche.
may god have mercy on my soul...i broke down and bought need for speed most wanted for the xbox....i dont think i'll ever work again!!!!!!!
"the realm of the spirit is broad, roomy, all inclusive, never exclusive. we believe it is open to all"
"the realm of the spirit is broad, roomy, all inclusive, never exclusive. we believe it is open to all"
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