I am confused beyond belief.
I have no idea what I want and it's killing me.
I want to be with him, but I don't.
I know it's really hitting me rite now how much I want to be with him bc I'm home, close and can see him more often.
But what about when I go back to school?
Will I feel the same way then?
And I want to give myself the chance to meet other people but at the same time I don't want to lose him.
Even though we say we will still be friends, I somehow don't think that will work out as much as he makes it seem.
I am more lost and feel so alone now more than I ever have felt in my life.
I wish I could go back to being 5 years old when boys were the last thing on my mind...
I have no idea what I want and it's killing me.
I want to be with him, but I don't.
I know it's really hitting me rite now how much I want to be with him bc I'm home, close and can see him more often.
But what about when I go back to school?
Will I feel the same way then?
And I want to give myself the chance to meet other people but at the same time I don't want to lose him.
Even though we say we will still be friends, I somehow don't think that will work out as much as he makes it seem.
I am more lost and feel so alone now more than I ever have felt in my life.
I wish I could go back to being 5 years old when boys were the last thing on my mind...
jaxy:
being 5 was nice.
killfromtheheart:
Dude, you're 20. Live your life and do NOT stay committed to any one person... unless you can truly see your future, and know you've found "The One." Go ahead: Take the advice doled out by a total stranger.