Right now .. I am so unhappy.
I've never thought of myself as pretty or anything even close. I just don't see it.
I can handle others telling me I'm ugly, hell.. I hear it ALL THE TIME. But you know what hurts? When people lie and say I'm pretty when they really don't mean it.
That hurts. I hate being lied to.
People led...
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I've never thought of myself as pretty or anything even close. I just don't see it.
I can handle others telling me I'm ugly, hell.. I hear it ALL THE TIME. But you know what hurts? When people lie and say I'm pretty when they really don't mean it.
That hurts. I hate being lied to.
People led...
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Sooooooooooo ... last night I went to Mugs n Jugs at the Bug Jar! I got to see the lovelySaida there whom I haven't seen in a lloonnggg time.. and that was great! 
I got to meet a lot of really cool people, and was even invited to join a Asain Gang. lmao
Shena and Tristan ended up comin' out too and that's always...
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I got to meet a lot of really cool people, and was even invited to join a Asain Gang. lmao
Shena and Tristan ended up comin' out too and that's always...
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nikonphoto80:
Glad you had fun.
So where was the road trip.
Glad you have good friends now.
So where was the road trip.
Glad you have good friends now.
I think I've devolved.. graphic wise ...
it's most likely (hopefully) the side-effect of not doing anything for myself for a year.
it's most likely (hopefully) the side-effect of not doing anything for myself for a year.
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roseanna:
hehe..i got (and accepted) your friend request on myspace! thanks!
roseanna:
hehe..i got (and accepted) your friend request on myspace! thanks!
How do I intimidate people? 
I don't understand it ... at all.
I don't understand it ... at all.
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xracerx:
some guys can't go up to dope girls, they are affraid of rejection.
roseanna:
ha!! its the powerful pink lol
do i know you from myspace? (i think ur on my buddy nick's page)
anyways...people suck..and everyones intimidated by sumthin..dont sweat it chica.
do i know you from myspace? (i think ur on my buddy nick's page)
anyways...people suck..and everyones intimidated by sumthin..dont sweat it chica.
I'm in kind of a crappy mood.. I went to the doc today, and it's going to be another month until I'm fully mobile. I am walking around a bit though, I don't use crutches anymore..
this does mean that I'm going to go out more now. This friday I'll be at the Penny Arcade to see a local show, aanndd in a few weeks...
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I am walking around a bit though, I don't use crutches anymore..
this does mean that I'm going to go out more now. This friday I'll be at the Penny Arcade to see a local show, aanndd in a few weeks...
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xracerx:
what did you do to yourself? How about not being able to walk for 8 months with out crutches. anyway scars are sexy (managed to go back a few entry's) Keep ya head up and smile, you do have a nice smile.
anyway scars are sexy (managed to go back a few entry's) Keep ya head up and smile, you do have a nice smile. 
saida:
we love you!!
herehere:
ultra cute!
Miss me? I'll be out to Vertex the first weekend in May. 
ps. I'll be walking in 10 days!
ps. I'll be walking in 10 days!
Alright.
It's time for me to start taking care of my giant scar on my leg.
What can I use to make it less visable? to help it heal better?
It's time for me to start taking care of my giant scar on my leg.
What can I use to make it less visable? to help it heal better?
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nikonphoto80:
Triple antibiotic ointment might help if it hasnt completely held up.
How did you get it.
How did you get it.
ueriah:
Honestly, from what little I know about scarring, the best factor to determine whether or not you will have a scar or not is determined primarily by your diet. In order for your body to properly be able to heal itself with little or no trace of injury, make sure that you are getting plenty of iron and protein (no, this isn't some half-assed joke, I mean eat lots of foods like meat or peanut butter) that will let your body heal properly. If you are having a diet that is deficent in iron and protein your wounds will take significantly longer to heal, and will scar much more noticeably.
So I had my first every photoshoot yesterday!! It was for a magazine that is coming out sooooooooon to Rochester, NY!!!
I had SO MUCH FUN. I loved every minute of it. I LOVE TO MODEL.
Hopefully I can do more.. and maybe someday I'll become a Suicide Girl (hahaha.. I wishhhhh).
I had SO MUCH FUN. I loved every minute of it. I LOVE TO MODEL.
Hopefully I can do more.. and maybe someday I'll become a Suicide Girl (hahaha.. I wishhhhh).
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saida:
oh yea, and what magazine?
navi_____:
The mag is the one Karnage, Inc. is coming out with. I'm not sure of the exact release date.. but I will deffinetly post when it comes out!!
hehehehehehehee... hopefully we can both become SGs.. I'd love to do a set with you Saida.
I'm not sure of the exact release date.. but I will deffinetly post when it comes out!!
hehehehehehehee... hopefully we can both become SGs.. I'd love to do a set with you Saida.
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nikonphoto80:
Well beaver dames is 10 min away bath is 30 min away and Hornell is 1 hour away.
I hope you have a good day
Oh and I went to your town for 1 hour one time I love it there.
I hope you have a good day
Oh and I went to your town for 1 hour one time I love it there.
nikonphoto80:
how goes it.
I'm still around... I haven't been able to do much with this because of my gimpified state...
so no new pics for some time.. =(
so no new pics for some time.. =(
gearoil:
hey, sorry to hear about your hip/tumor, that really sux, hope you get well soon! i just joined here and was browsing through all the crap and noticed we both live in the same stupid city AND both have the same b-day! cept i came from 1970. hope you have a speedy recovery and everythings ok.
So... I was in the hospital.
I broke my hip..
How? 19 year olds do not break their hips!!
I fell.. on my right side.. but I broke my left hip. I was goofing around with a friend and fell to the ground.. nothing that should cause any broken bones.
Because of the pain, my friend brought me to the hospital.. we all thoughti t...
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I broke my hip..
How? 19 year olds do not break their hips!!
I fell.. on my right side.. but I broke my left hip. I was goofing around with a friend and fell to the ground.. nothing that should cause any broken bones.
Because of the pain, my friend brought me to the hospital.. we all thoughti t...
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eliee:
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW...... I'm sorry mama, I hope it heals quickly... Hope these make you feel a little better..
I'm sorry mama, I hope it heals quickly... Hope these make you feel a little better..
Why are you unhappy?
You need to stop thinking your ugly because your not and Im sure that there are lots of people out there who think youre pretty too.
I bet those people just care about you and dont wont you to be hurt.