nattytattat

i've been on the verge of tears a lot lately. but not sad tears, really. mostly frustrated tears, over-stimulated tears, misunderstood tears, resentful tears. much like those of a teenager. and in some ways that's what i could compare this phase of my life to right now. i'm growing too fast. the new isn't replacing the old fast enough and the old doesn't seem to fit anymore. it's a great feeling to be evolving and changing into a better, more authentic person but it sucks when you have to leave others behind to do that....it gets lonely...let's hope these are just growing pains