nattle

Well, hell. It seems my friend may apply to be an SG as well. She's been my best friend for 2 years. Recently though, we hated each others guts for about a month and a half. Why? Because she stole my boyfriend. Am I still pissed? Fuck yeah, of course I am. But I forgave her. And if you asked me why, I couldn't really explain. I gave her 3 damn chances to reconcile before she realized she was getting off easy and really had no right to. So now we just don't talk about that time and really do our best not to think about it either. And we just act like it never happened.

But yeah, she's got a punk/goth style going on, so she could be good for this site. Plus, she's pretty strapped for cash. She's thought about applying before, but if she finally does it, it's because she needs the cash. Otherwise, I don't think she'd get the guts to do it. Hell, I applied on a whim before I could lose my nerve and back down. And I'm gonna have to shoot a set. It's nothing I haven't done before, taking pictures of myself. Just for a first set, I think I'd feel better having one of the site's photographers do it. So they could get what they wanted. But don't worry, I'll squash the insecure fears that I won't get it right.

That's all for now I guess. Much love.
~nattle