nathansrage

*Taken from my Facebook page*
Alright schmucks... I've got a new year's resolution for you, here goes....



Fuck it.


That's right, fuck it. I'm really sick of being the nice guy, being the guy who takes a second to think about people's feelings. I'm tired of this selfless service crap. I'm tired of feeling locked into society. I'm tired of my duties and responsibilities. I'm tired of the norm. I'm tired of categorizations.

No more will I care what people think; about anything. I am who I am, I am what I am, I believe what I believe, I dress the way I dress, I listen to the music I listen to, what goes on in my head and what comes out of my mouth is there for a reason. My personality is just that, MY FRIGGIN' PERSONALITY. You don't like it? Piss off! I'm tired of holding back to accommodate people around me.

I am tired of trying to fit into the norm. Again, I'm going to quote Fight Club here, but ya know the scene when they're in the bathroom, and Tyler is saying how he called his dad up asking what to do next? College: because you're supposed to, job: because you're supposed to, married: because you're supposed to. No. No longer am I fitting into that mindset. There are people on youtube doing the craziest stuff and getting paid for it, why do I NEED a conventional job? Why do I need to go to a full fledged college? Why can't I just take some photography and creative writing classes and be done with it entirely? Why do I need to get married? Why do I need a girlfriend for that matter? Love doesn't exist anymore anyways, it's a fairy tale. There's no way you can trust anyone that much and not get severely hurt.

And why is this shocking you? Maybe because you're caught up in society and all the bull shit they force feed you. You're brainwashed like the rest of us.

I for one am done. This is my life, and I am going to live it the way I want to. I'm not letting anyone influence me negatively anymore. Only the positive. For all of you who criticize 24/7, soon you will be out of my life for good.

I could use some new friends anyways...


OH OH OH!!! AND THE BIGGEST ONE! Why is it so uncool to be a Christian? Why is it when I tell people I'm a christian they kinda grimace? Even with my tattoo people just see it there as a popular tattoo... I tell people I talk to God and they giggle and think I'm crazy like a Mel Gibson character. No more will I have ANY inclination to hold back on that. I'm proud to be one, I'm proud to know my faith, I'm bringing it back, if it was ever cool. Better than going to hell I say.

Now I'm done...