Dear Non-Readers,
All I've done the last 6 months is hurt the people I care about most. It's never malicious and it's mainly because I can't give the other person what they want or need. Sometimes I'm not built for it, or it would be a lie to give them what they want. I hurt the last person I'd ever want to. I could of been selfish I took the love I don't deserve and hurt them even more which would of been the easy thing to do... or just walk away. Knowing of the possibilities makes this difficult beyond anything I could fathom. It hurts so not good. I hope one day they can understand why I made the decision. I might be homeless by then... but I hope they understand.
Thank you for your curiousity,
- Me
All I've done the last 6 months is hurt the people I care about most. It's never malicious and it's mainly because I can't give the other person what they want or need. Sometimes I'm not built for it, or it would be a lie to give them what they want. I hurt the last person I'd ever want to. I could of been selfish I took the love I don't deserve and hurt them even more which would of been the easy thing to do... or just walk away. Knowing of the possibilities makes this difficult beyond anything I could fathom. It hurts so not good. I hope one day they can understand why I made the decision. I might be homeless by then... but I hope they understand.
Thank you for your curiousity,
- Me
brinny:
you are amazing.