So the boyfriend and I have officially split up
we cant agree on anything
and i refuse to sit around and wait for him to stop being manic depressive
i can never get into anything normal
fuck.
i got out of a year and a half relationship with Amber
to get into one with Danny
and its incredible that this is happening to me again
im mad that i let myself start falling for him
but i should have known that i wasnt able to handle a sensitive kind of guy
he wants too much from me
and hes always judging me for being a little sex crazed
he's always like "Why do you need to have it all the time? Why is it so important to you?"
then I ask him
"Why do you need to be manic bipolar? Why do you need to be so emo all the time?"
and he runs away screaming recklessly
sooooooooooo......
we fucked today 3 times
even though he didnt want to
He said it would make him want to be with me
And in my head i was thinking "faggot, faggot, faggot...."
so i said "I dont give a fuck. Just fuck me. Fuck feelings."
this all happened while i was standing infront of him with my underwear shorts and a little baby blue Led Zep. t shirt on and my hair was down all ready for the takin....how can you resist
he wasnt having that argument so
then i ripped his clothes off
and took it from him.
he gave me the best goddamn sex imaginable
and now im mad
im in school with sex hair
wishing i was having more sex
and realizing that GOOD sex is gonna be nonexistant for a while
that good sex is hard to find
meaningful sex just as well
Gosh....im going to miss him making me breakfast
massaging me
telling me im beautiful 40,800,780 times a day
him supporting me when i doubted myself....
and ofcourse, the penis.
this sucks.
I need someone to distract me
we cant agree on anything
and i refuse to sit around and wait for him to stop being manic depressive
i can never get into anything normal
fuck.
i got out of a year and a half relationship with Amber
to get into one with Danny
and its incredible that this is happening to me again
im mad that i let myself start falling for him
but i should have known that i wasnt able to handle a sensitive kind of guy
he wants too much from me
and hes always judging me for being a little sex crazed
he's always like "Why do you need to have it all the time? Why is it so important to you?"
then I ask him
"Why do you need to be manic bipolar? Why do you need to be so emo all the time?"
and he runs away screaming recklessly
sooooooooooo......
we fucked today 3 times
even though he didnt want to
He said it would make him want to be with me
And in my head i was thinking "faggot, faggot, faggot...."
so i said "I dont give a fuck. Just fuck me. Fuck feelings."
this all happened while i was standing infront of him with my underwear shorts and a little baby blue Led Zep. t shirt on and my hair was down all ready for the takin....how can you resist
he wasnt having that argument so
then i ripped his clothes off
and took it from him.
he gave me the best goddamn sex imaginable
and now im mad
im in school with sex hair
wishing i was having more sex
and realizing that GOOD sex is gonna be nonexistant for a while
that good sex is hard to find
meaningful sex just as well
Gosh....im going to miss him making me breakfast
massaging me
telling me im beautiful 40,800,780 times a day
him supporting me when i doubted myself....
and ofcourse, the penis.
this sucks.
I need someone to distract me
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But he really couldn't handle you.
With all the sex and everything.
You'll find that person you want.